Lyrics
I am trying hard to stay awake
I am struggling to remain conscious and alert.
Trying to save my day
Putting effort into salvaging and improving my day.
I am trying hard to get away
Striving to escape from a chaotic situation.
In a land of disarray
In a place of disorder and confusion.
I cannot find a way to hide
Unable to find a way to conceal or protect myself.
I try with all my might
Exerting all my strength and effort.
I cannot seem to lose the grip
Unable to break free, maintaining a strong hold.
As I take this dark trip
Embarking on a journey into darkness.
All I am trying to do is live
My primary objective is to live.
All I try to dare is give
Courageously attempting to give despite challenges.
Into the blackhole of the time
Entering a void of time that cannot endure.
You know it can't survive
Acknowledging the inevitable demise of this void.
I just can't go on
Feeling unable to continue.
To find myself alone and hack thy soul
Facing solitude and attempting to manipulate the essence of the soul.
I just can't hold on
Unable to persevere.
Untie myself on my own to hack thee soul
Attempting to free myself to manipulate the soul independently.
That's my goal
Expressing the ultimate objective.
I am trying hard to take the leap
Striving to take a significant step or risk.
Before I go to sleep
Before succumbing to sleep.
I am trying hard to lose this faith
Struggling to let go of faith before it becomes misguided.
Before it goes astray
Before it deviates from the right path.
I cannot see my wish denied
Unable to accept the denial of my desires.
As it goes out of my sight
As it disappears from my view.
I cannot fight the devil within
Unable to resist the evil or negativity within.
As I take this deadly sin
Engaging in a perilous sin.
All I am trying to do is live
Living is the primary goal.
All I dare to do is give
Daring to give despite fears.
Into the blackhole of this fear
Confronting the abyss of fear.
You know it can't subside
Knowing it cannot be overcome.
I just can't go on
Feeling unable to continue.
To find myself alone and hack thy soul
Finding oneself isolated, attempting to manipulate the soul.
I just can't hold on
Unable to persevere.
Untie myself on my own to hack thee soul
Trying to break free independently to manipulate the soul.
That's my goal
Reiterating the ultimate objective.
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