February
February 1998: Unveiling the Depths of Despair and Contemplation
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It is febuary 1998,
Reflecting on February 1998, a specific time in the past.
with too many mindless bodies,
Observing a multitude of thoughtless individuals.
walking the face of the planet,
Commenting on the widespread presence of people on Earth.
and too many mindfull bodies,
Noting the existence of mindful individuals but lacking motivation.
without enough motivation,
Expressing dissatisfaction with insufficient drive among people.
to do anything constructive with their lives,
Critiquing the lack of constructive actions in many lives.
i despise these people,
Strongly disliking these individuals.
in a way i can not verbally express,
Feeling an intense, indescribable hatred for humanity.
my hatred for humanity
Stating a peak level of hatred for humanity.
has reached an all time high,
Believing in personal superiority and greatness.
i believe i am a higher power
Asserting a self-perceived status as a higher power.
and a greater being,
Expressing a sense of being superior to common society.
than our all too common society,
Contemplating personal uniqueness compared to societal norms.
Lately i have asked myself
Reflecting on recent self-questioning.
should i concede defeat
Considering whether to give in and accept defeat.
and conform to our commercialist society,
Contemplating conformity to a consumer-driven society.
surely it would make my life
Speculating that conformity might ease the burdens of life.
on this world easier to bear,
Recognizing the potential benefits of conforming.
but when i get near my lowest moments,
Reflecting on low points and struggles.
i remember...
Recalling a crucial realization during challenging times.
Why, i hate the world,
Expressing the reason for hating the world.
and everything, that is inside,
Hating everything within the world.
i remember why, that i despise
Recalling the reasons for despising everything else.
everything that is not i.
Affirming a strong dislike for everything not aligned with the self.
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