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As I see you slipping away from me
Feeling the gradual distance between us.
A part of me will always
An enduring part of me will always believe in your eventual return.
Believe that you'll come back for me
Confidence in your history of coming back.
Like you've done before
Similar actions have occurred in the past.
As much I as I don't want to
Despite my reluctance, a portion of me remains in this situation.
A part of me will always
A fixed aspect of me remains waiting for your return.
Be stuck here waiting for you
Feeling unable to progress or let go.
Just can't move on
An inability to move forward.
Now it seems
Indication of your imminent return.
That you're coming back again
Implying your reappearance.
I don't know what to do
Uncertainty about how to handle the situation.
I keep on falling for you
Continuously finding myself falling for you.
Each time that I do
Each instance of falling in love.
I lose myself in you
Losing my identity within the relationship with you.
Although I know your games well
Awareness of your manipulative behavior.
A part of me will always
A part of me still surrenders to your influence.
Fall completely under your spell
Being completely ensnared by your charm.
Out of my control
Feeling powerless over the situation.
And when you think about all you've done
Reflecting on your actions and their impact.
A part of you will always
An enduring part of you regrets the harm caused.
Wish you'd never done me wrong
Wishing to undo past wrongdoings.
Full of shame and regret
Overwhelmed by feelings of shame and remorse.
I don't want
Desiring your absence.
You to come back again
Not wanting you to return despite the pattern.
I don't know what to do
Uncertainty in handling the emotions involved.
I keep on falling for you
Continuously falling back into love with you.
Each time that I do
Each time I succumb to emotions for you.
I lose myself in you
Losing my sense of self when involved with you.
Unrecognisable and
Feeling unrecognizable, a departure from my former self.
A shell of who I thought I was
Feeling like a mere shell of my previous self.
Now that my tongue is unbound
Now able to express pent-up anger.
A river of rage escapes my throat
An outburst of rage due to newfound freedom.
I now know what to do
Finally understanding what actions to take.
So I'll never fall for you
Determined not to fall for you again.
But if i ever do
Contingency plan if feelings resurface.
I'll lose myself in you
The potential to lose myself again if I fall for you.
I don't know what to do
Still unsure of how to handle the situation.
I keep on falling for you
Continuing to be drawn towards you despite resistance.
Each time that I do
Repeatedly experiencing the loss of identity in love with you.
I lose myself in you
The cycle of losing oneself when emotions resurface.
I don't know what to do
Uncertainty persists in managing emotions.
I keep on falling for you
Repetitive falling back into love despite awareness.
Each time that I do
Each instance of succumbing to emotions results in losing myself.
I lose myself in you
Continual loss of identity when entangled with you.
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