L'appel Du Vide
Embracing Shadows: The Burden of Unspoken Words
Lyrics
I blame myself for all the things I left unsaid
I take responsibility for not expressing my thoughts and feelings.
And all the writing's on the walls I feel that I set myself up for failure but never figured out
I sense impending failure, acknowledging signs on the walls.
This hollow advice
I received empty advice that lacks substance or meaning.
I stopped believing in the words I couldn't finalize
I lost faith in uncompleted words, unable to finalize them.
Believe, I can't be there alone again
I fear being alone again, unable to believe in a positive outcome.
But I'll just hold myself back
I restrain myself despite the desire to move forward.
Believe, I can't be there alone again
Reiterating the fear of being alone, expressing disbelief.
It's settled I'm settling back into all my old ways
I've decided to return to my old habits and ways.
Its better than broken, and sometimes that's all we need
Choosing familiarity over being broken; sometimes that's sufficient.
So helplessly we suspend, I'm overthinking this over and over again
Feeling helpless and caught in a cycle of overthinking.
Delighted, we'll all feel lost well who knows?
Anticipating a shared feeling of being lost but uncertain of the outcome.
But it won't make a difference
No matter the action, it won't bring about a meaningful change.
We'll never make a difference
Expressing skepticism about making a significant impact.
Well I've been thinking of ways to hide, disappear but still be alive
Contemplating ways to escape or hide while remaining alive.
So tell me what you think, was it worth it?
Questioning the worthiness of past actions.
Over and over again and again so will you trace the lines, or will you just pretend?
Repeating the cycle of questioning and wondering if action is genuine.
So helplessly we suspend, I'm overthinking this over and over again
Reiterating the theme of overthinking and being caught in a loop.
Delighted, we'll all feel lost well who knows?
Despite feeling lost, there's uncertainty about its significance.
But it won't make a difference
No matter the effort, it won't lead to a meaningful change.
We'll never make a difference
Expressing doubt about the ability to make a difference.
Just save yourself cause I can't believe
Advising to save oneself, as the speaker cannot believe or endure.
What's left? Left for me?
Questioning what remains for the speaker.
I never said I never wanted all of this
Contradicting previous statements, acknowledging a desire for everything.
Let's let the chemicals collide
Suggesting a collision of emotions or external factors.
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