Heavy Heart
Navigating the Depths: Unraveling the Heavy Heart of The Comfort's Journey
Lyrics
I told myself I liked being alone but I lied
I initially convinced myself that I enjoyed solitude, but it was a lie.
Now I'm across the world trying to find out why
Currently, I'm in a distant place, attempting to understand the reasons behind my feelings.
I'm not sure I'll find the cure but I need to try
Uncertain if I'll discover a solution, but I feel the need to make an effort.
Or watch myself die
Otherwise, I risk witnessing my own demise.
I told my parents I was leaving to get help
I informed my parents that I was leaving to seek assistance.
Before I burn all the love in my family house
Before I destroy the love within my family home.
I always take the easy way out
My tendency is to choose the path of least resistance.
But I'm not giving into doubt
Despite challenges, I refuse to succumb to doubt.
I've got a heavy heart but I want to make it light
Although burdened, I aspire to lighten my heavy heart.
My dark pushes and pulls
My internal struggles exert opposing forces.
But I swear that I'll still fight when the world and I collide
Committing to fight despite the inevitable clashes between myself and the world.
I said I liked being alone but I lied to myself
Admittedly, I deceived myself about enjoying solitude.
Because it scares me more than anything else
Fear of loneliness surpasses all other fears.
I've been thinking about nothing but myself
My thoughts have been self-centered.
I forgot to love anything else
Neglected to love anything beyond myself.
How could I blame you for finding someone else?
Understanding why others seek companionship, acknowledging my own shortcomings.
Because I know I haven't been myself
Acknowledging my departure from my true self.
And I think I need to get some help
Recognizing the need for external assistance.
But I want to keep this hell to myself
However, I desire to keep my struggles to myself.
I've got a heavy heart but I want to make it light
Despite the burden, I aim to alleviate my heavy heart.
My dark pushes and pulls
My internal struggles continue to influence me.
But I swear that I'll still fight when the world and I collide
Pledging to persist in the fight against the challenges of the world.
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