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I know if I'll make it through this winter without you by my side
I'm uncertain if I can endure this winter without your presence.
I waited for you so long while I traveled far and wide
I patiently waited for you for a long time while traveling extensively.
Convinced myself there's no one better, so how could I deny
I convinced myself that no one is better than you, making it hard to deny our connection.
Your love, it's like a thorn into my side
Your love is both comforting and painful, akin to a thorn in my side.
My friends they understand me better but don't whisper goodnight
My friends understand me well, but they don't share intimate moments like saying goodnight.
I want a lover and a sister, but we know that's not right
I desire a romantic partner and a sister, although deep down, I acknowledge this isn't right.
You used to listen to my music, I always wondered why
You used to listen to my music, and I always pondered the reason behind it.
I wish I could pretend you make me try
I wish I could pretend that you motivate me to make an effort.
I want the days to come, I want these sleepless nights to end
I yearn for better days and an end to these sleepless nights.
I lie here thinking how I lost you to all your stupid friends
I reflect on losing you to what I perceive as your less deserving friends.
You made me feel so foolish for the twenty-second time
You made me feel foolish repeatedly, especially the twenty-second time.
Your love might be the last time that I try
Your love might be the last chance I give it a try.
Don't know if I'll make it through this winter without you on my own
Uncertain if I can endure this winter without you while being independent.
I waited here for you forever, I can't believe you'd go
I waited here for you endlessly, finding it hard to believe you would leave.
I may not have the answers, but I'd rather never know
I may lack answers, but I prefer not to know rather than facing the truth.
Your love was such a heavy, heavy blow
Your love felt like a significant and painful impact.
Goodnight my love, you seemed so nice 'til I knew you better
Goodnight my love, your initial niceness faded as I got to know you better.
Now I can tell you're always thinking twice about what might be better
I can now see you often second-guessing, contemplating what might be better.
On the outside, there's no conscience, you're a victim of your cautiousness
Externally, you lack a conscience, trapped by your cautiousness.
You don't try, you just lie there hoping that someone will come to make it right
You don't make an effort; instead, you lie there hoping someone else will fix things.
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