Homesick
Navigating the Squash Court of Life: The Eradicator's Homesick Journey
Lyrics
I left my life in a suitcase back in a flat in the middle of the ocean with no guarantee that life would come back to me
Feeling disconnected from a previous life, left belongings behind with uncertainty about retrieving them.
But I pressed on
Continuing forward despite challenges.
I lived my life on a squash court
Living life in a confined, familiar space (metaphorically, a squash court).
where I was comfortable maintaining supremacy
Comfortable in a position of dominance or control.
without any certainty of defeat
Confident in not facing defeat in this controlled environment.
I've gotta press on
Emphasizing the need to persist despite challenges.
I've gotta spread the word
Desire to share a message or experience with others.
There's a war on squash
Metaphorically portraying a competitive environment as a "war."
When will this whole thing come to an end?
Questioning when the current situation or struggle will end.
When can I just stay home
Longing for stability and a familiar, controlled environment.
I want my civilian life living in a bubble where I can control all these holes that I've filled with my domination
Desiring a life where everything is in one's control, avoiding uncertainties created by striving for dominance.
My determination to spread my name is killing me
Struggling with the internal conflict between ambition (spreading name/dominance) and personal well-being.
I'm getting home sick
Feeling homesick, longing for the comfort of home.
I'm not at center court
Not being in a familiar, dominant position (metaphorically, not at center court).
It's days and days away
Feeling distant from home, with life being far from stability or comfort.
Will life ever feel like it's slowing down or do I have to learn to maintain?
Questioning whether life will ever slow down or if adaptation is necessary to maintain the current pace.
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