Until I Break
Echoes of Desolation: Unveiling the Pain Within
Lyrics
Looking in the past for something new
Reflecting on past experiences in search of something new or different.
Running through a graveyard digging up what's left of you
Metaphorically exploring a graveyard, trying to resurrect what remains of a person or relationship.
Cannot find the piece that came unglued
Unable to find the missing part that caused a separation or disconnection.
Trying to breathe life into a corpse that's been exhumed
Attempting to revive a lifeless situation, akin to reviving a dead body.
There's nothing left
Nothing tangible or meaningful remains.
But the words that we once said
Only memories and past words persist.
Repeating in my head
Repetitive thoughts of the past echoing in the mind.
Pushing me away, away, away
Feeling pushed away or rejected repeatedly.
Watching as I bend until I break
Observing oneself bending under pressure until reaching a breaking point.
Trapped here in the past but I can't stay
Feeling stuck in the past but acknowledging the inability to remain there.
So what the fuck is there left to say
Expressing frustration and a sense of hopelessness.
When I'm dying anyway
Acknowledging a personal struggle or deterioration despite communication challenges.
Crucified without a cross to bear
Feeling emotionally and spiritually defeated, without support or relief.
Drowning here with you so long I can't come up for air
Being immersed in a difficult situation for so long that finding relief seems impossible.
Running out of cards to lay
Running out of options or strategies to deal with the challenges.
I'm sick of all the goddamn games we play
Fed up with the emotional games and manipulations in the relationship.
Looking back at the past through windows of broken glass
Reflecting on the past through a distorted and broken perspective.
Saying it's the end
Declaring the end of the relationship repeatedly.
Over and over again
Repeating the cycle of declaring the end without genuine closure.
But I can't pretend
Unable to pretend or fake emotions anymore.
Pushing me away, away, away
Experiencing a continuous push or rejection.
Watching as I bend until I break
Observing oneself bending under pressure until reaching a breaking point (repeated).
Trapped here in the past but I can't stay
Feeling stuck in the past but acknowledging the inability to remain there (repeated).
So what the fuck is there left to say
Expressing frustration and a sense of hopelessness (repeated).
When I'm dying anyway
Acknowledging a personal struggle or deterioration despite communication challenges (repeated).
Keeping you six feet deep
Creating distance and separation from the person, possibly emotionally or physically.
Now you're dead to me
Considering the person as emotionally dead or no longer relevant.
And I don't give a fuck that you changed who you used to be
Expressing indifference to the changes the person has undergone.
Ripping out your eyes and so now you can't see
Metaphorically removing the ability to see or understand the situation clearly.
The writing on the wall you refuse to believe
Ignoring the warning signs or truths evident in the situation.
Pushing me away, away, away
Experiencing continuous rejection or distancing (repeated).
Watching as I bend until I break
Observing oneself bending under pressure until reaching a breaking point (repeated).
Trapped here in the past but I can't stay like this
Feeling stuck in the past but unwilling to stay in that state.
Pushing me away, away, away
Experiencing continuous rejection or distancing (repeated).
Watching as I bend until I break
Observing oneself bending under pressure until reaching a breaking point (repeated).
Trapped here in the past but I can't stay
Feeling stuck in the past but unwilling to stay in that state (repeated).
So what the fuck is there left to say
Expressing frustration and a sense of hopelessness (repeated).
Pushing me away, away, away
Experiencing continuous rejection or distancing (repeated).
Watching as I bend until I break
Observing oneself bending under pressure until reaching a breaking point (repeated).
Trapped here in the past but I can't stay
Feeling stuck in the past but unwilling to stay in that state (repeated).
So what the fuck is there left to say
Expressing frustration and a sense of hopelessness (repeated).
When I'm dying anyway
Acknowledging a personal struggle or deterioration despite communication challenges (repeated).
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