Post Apocalyptic Mind
Journey through Desolation: Unraveling a Post-Apocalyptic Mind
Lyrics
I still think about the times
I reflect on past experiences
That I nearly lost my mind
I almost lost my sanity
I couldn’t go to sleep at night
Sleeplessness plagued my nights
Cos, I could barely close my eyes
Difficulty closing my eyes
And it seemed it each time I tried
Each attempt led me astray
I would stray further from the path that I
Straying from the known path
Knew I could feel myself letting go
Sense of losing control
Although, until you throw
Despite hesitation
It all into the wind, just to see what new life begins
Tossing everything aside for a fresh start
And what descends
Exploring new beginnings and descents
Slowly but surely, I just kept on falling
A gradual and inevitable fall
Couldn’t see what’s before me
Blind to what lies ahead
And now I’m just stalling
Hesitation and delay
When I look back and try to explain
Difficulty explaining the past
It’s like I’m describing someone else brain
Feels detached, like describing another's mind
I’m just reading a story, about when the world came to an end
Engaging in a narrative of the world's end
And now it’s me that I’m haunting
Haunted by one's own actions
So, I try to put it into words
Attempting to articulate the experience
How I could reach a point of, no return
Reaching a point of no return
I believed that there was no over choice
Believing there was no alternative
But I was completely alone
Isolation and loneliness
It's like one day you wake up
Awakening to emptiness
And there’s nobody around
No one in sight
There no taste, no touch, there’s no light and no sound
Lack of sensory experiences
So, you run out into the streets
Running into an abandoned world
But the streets lie empty
Desolation in the streets
There’s no houses and no roads
No homes or roads
Because there’s nowhere to go
Nowhere to go
There’s no sun and no moon, no reason to try
No sun, no moon, no motivation
Even the stars have been dragged right down from the sky
Stars pulled from the sky
You suddenly realise, that your all alone
Realization of complete isolation
there’s no family, no friends, no place to call home
No family, friends, or home
It’s time to take these roads, it’s time to take these streets
Necessity to navigate these challenges
Its time to wake up, its time to take me
A call to wake up and take control
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