Peach Amsterdam
Lost Touch: A Poetic Journey Through Desires and Desperation
Lyrics
Just as quick as I pick it up
Feeling a rapid loss of energy or enthusiasm as quickly as I gain it
I'm all out of steam
Experiencing a depletion of energy or motivation
Am I interesting yeah enough?
Questioning whether I am intriguing or captivating enough to others
China trapped between cabinet glass
Feeling confined or stuck, akin to being trapped in a glass cabinet in China
Await my collapse
Anticipating my own downfall or failure
Kicking my own ass
Engaging in self-destructive behavior or being overly critical of myself
But let's f**k
Expressing a desire for intimacy or connection despite challenges
Always look better when
Appearing more appealing or attractive when observed by others
Someone's watching
Noticing that I look better when someone is paying attention
Just got done coughing
Having just finished coughing, possibly indicating physical or emotional distress
Up my own blood
Coughing up my own blood, possibly symbolic of personal struggles
But so what?
Dismissively acknowledging personal challenges or hardships
Drown me out with your
Being overwhelmed or silenced by someone else's harsh or unkind actions
Cruel positions
Being subjected to cruel or unfavorable circumstances
I'm wasted wishing
Feeling wasted or exhausted while expressing desires or aspirations
I'd lose my vision
Wishing to lose my ability to see or perceive, possibly to escape reality
Lose touch
Experiencing a disconnection or alienation from others
Make it hurt so much
Desiring emotional pain or intensity
Make me lose my touch
Wanting to lose my ability to connect with others emotionally
Yeah lose touch
Reiterating the desire to lose emotional connection or sensitivity
Make it hurt so much
Emphasizing the intensity of the desire to lose emotional connection
Make me lose my touch
Repeating the emphasis on wanting to lose emotional connection
Daddy told me I'm picture perfect
Referring to a parental figure affirming my perfection, though it may not be effective
I wish it were working
Expressing disappointment in the lack of success or effectiveness
On the lips between my thighs
Alluding to intimate moments, possibly reflecting on past relationships
Better pretend that I'm
Pretending to be someone else to cope with challenges or discomfort
Someone different
Portraying a different persona to navigate through difficulties
A half stocked kitchen
Having a kitchen with limited supplies but maintaining a healthy appetite
With a healthy appetite
Having a strong desire for various experiences or indulgences
I always felt like it was never for me
Feeling that certain experiences or lifestyles are not suitable for me
Their tricks are boring
Finding common tricks or tactics uninteresting or mundane
But I still need a ride home
Needing assistance to return home despite dissatisfaction with the provider
He made his bed now
Facing the consequences of someone else's actions
I lie right in it
Acknowledging and accepting the repercussions of one's choices
I try to spin it
Attempting to manipulate or present a situation differently
But I lost my vision lost touch
Having lost perspective or insight, experiencing a disconnection
Make it hurt so much
Desiring emotional pain or intensity (repeated)
Make it hurt so much
-Make it hurt so much
-Make it hurt so much
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Counting or emphasizing a repetitive pattern
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