Martyr Me
Martyr Me: A Struggle for Meaning in Life's Turmoil
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Just to get by try to stay high it's a good life end of discussion hours like sand
Expressing the struggle of trying to cope and find happiness, possibly through substance use.
Holes in my hand I'm a good soul,
Feeling virtuous and genuine despite difficulties, symbolized by "holes in my hand."
Martyr me
Desire to be a martyr, suggesting a willingness to sacrifice oneself for a cause or struggle.
Wasting my life it's passing me by it's a good fight throw in the towel
Acknowledging life's challenges and considering giving up in the face of adversity.
The hours I've spent aren't enough to pay rent I'm just sinking water deep
Struggling financially and emotionally, feeling submerged in difficulties.
But if all I have is defeat
Acceptance of defeat as the prevailing circumstance.
Tonight if you're awake at all
Inviting reflection on one's state of consciousness and awareness.
Tonight if you're awake
-Tonight if you're awake at all
-Tonight if you're awake
-Case of my crime a lack of my time it's a roadblock need a catharsis
Describing personal challenges as a hindrance, seeking emotional release.
Patience is spent a virtue I sent to the basement far from me
Acknowledging impatience and the need for emotional cleansing.
The less that I spend on the mess that I'm in could be used towards something of value
Recognizing the need to redirect focus and resources to more valuable pursuits.
The time on my side isn't anything I've ever needed can't you see?
Disregarding the notion of time as a helpful factor in the current situation.
That all I have is defeat
Reiteration of the prevailing sense of defeat.
Tonight if you're awake at all
Repeating the invitation for introspection and wakefulness.
Tonight if you're awake
-Tonight if you're awake at all
-Tonight if you're awake
-Every unsuspecting scene when we're supposed to make believe that we're not tearing at the seams,
Describing a deceptive or false appearance that conceals internal struggles.
We hang on, we hang on, we hang on
Expressing resilience and determination to hold on despite difficulties.
Tonight if you're awake at all
Continuing the call for self-awareness and wakefulness.
Tonight if you're awake
-Tonight if you're awake at all
-Tonight if you're awake
-Tonight if you're awake at all
Repeating the call for introspection and awareness in different contexts.
Tonight if you're awake
-Tonight if you're awake at all
-Tonight if you're awake
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