Lyrics
I’m numbing my body
I am using substances to numb the sensations in my body.
I’m numbing my brain just to kill the pain
I am using substances to numb my mind in order to alleviate emotional pain.
Everyone at the party
People at the party are also using substances to escape because they share similar feelings of pain or discomfort.
Is here to escape cos they all feel the same.
The purpose of the party is collective escapism, as everyone there is dealing with similar emotional struggles.
Been stuck here for hours now
I've been in this situation for a long time now.
And I’ve had enough
I've reached a point where I've had enough of this situation.
Can’t live in a dream anymore
Living in a dream-like state is no longer sustainable.
Fuck it I guess I should just wake up
Expressing frustration and contemplating the need to face reality.
My words are all dried out
I'm unable to articulate my thoughts and emotions.
Got nothing inside
Feeling empty or devoid of emotions.
No love and no fight
No love and no desire to engage in conflict or struggle.
Can’t you tell when you look in my eyes
Suggesting that one's emotional state is evident by looking into their eyes.
I just wanna feel something
Expressing a desire to experience some kind of emotion or sensation.
Cos anything is better than nothing
Emphasizing that any feeling or experience is preferable to feeling nothing.
Every face looks the same now
Noticing a lack of uniqueness or individuality in the faces at the party.
Heard this all before
Having heard similar things or experienced similar situations before.
Deja vu every time I turn around
Feeling a sense of repetition or familiarity every time the speaker turns around.
I feel like I’ve been here 10x or more
Expressing a feeling of being in the same situation repeatedly.
And everyday seems insane here
Everyday life in this context seems chaotic or irrational.
It’s made of mistakes
The environment is built on mistakes or regrets.
Hope someday I’ll wind up somewhere else
Hoping for a future where the speaker is in a different and better place.
I’m trapped, I can’t find my way out this place.
Feeling trapped and unable to find a way out of the current situation.
I just wanna feel something
Reiterating the desire to experience some form of emotion or sensation.
Cos anything is better than nothing
Stressing the idea that any experience, even if painful, is better than feeling nothing.
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