Better in My Head

I've been preoccupied pursuing the ideal moments associated with you.

Falling in love with you, but the connection is only virtual, through a screen.

You can get away with anything if you confidently own it.

Reference to the superficiality and artificiality of a virtual world, likening it to a COVERGIRL virtual daydream.

Expressing a state of fluctuation between thoughts and emotions.

Getting lost in one's own thoughts, particularly those that may be troubling or confusing.

Choosing to forget one's true self momentarily, perhaps in the pursuit of escaping reality.

Emphasizing a short duration of distraction or escape.

Suggesting a deeper understanding or connection with the person in one's imagination rather than reality.

Acknowledging that it has taken a considerable amount of time for a realization or understanding to develop.

Expressing regret for not being able to demonstrate feelings before the person disappeared.

Reflecting on missed opportunities or the lack of a chance to express feelings.

Feeling disinterested or bored while scrolling through content without purpose.

Navigating through a distorted version of reality, influenced by filtered information.

Observing a repetition of a limited set of individuals in the virtual space.

Convincing oneself that there is novelty in the familiar faces encountered online.

Contemplating the possibility of meeting the person briefly, but unsure of what would be said.

Doubting whether any meaningful communication would occur in a brief encounter.

Content with maintaining a distant connection rather than seeking closeness.

Questioning whether it would be preferable to continue dreaming about the person.

Reiteration of the idea that the person is better understood or appreciated in one's imagination.

Acknowledging the prolonged nature of the realization about the person.

Expressing regret for the missed opportunity to demonstrate feelings before the person disappeared.

Reflecting on missed opportunities or the lack of a chance to express feelings, repeated from line 12.

Expressing a desire to understand what something is and questioning if it has been lost.

Expressing a wish to see the person in a positive light as before.

Nostalgia for a time of innocence when nothing had changed.

Recalling a time when everything was pure and unaltered.

Reiteration of the idea that the person is better understood or appreciated in one's imagination.

Acknowledging the prolonged nature of the realization about the person, repeated from line 22.

Expressing regret for the missed opportunity to demonstrate feelings before the person disappeared, repeated from line 23.

Reflecting on missed opportunities or the lack of a chance to express feelings, repeated from lines 12 and 24.

Reiteration of the idea that the person is better understood or appreciated in one's imagination, repeated from lines 21 and 29.

Acknowledging the prolonged nature of the realization about the person, repeated from lines 22 and 30.

Expressing regret for the missed opportunity to demonstrate feelings before the person disappeared, repeated from lines 23 and 31.

Reflecting on missed opportunities or the lack of a chance to express feelings, repeated from lines 12, 24, and 32.