Hard For Me to Say
Reflections of a Life Unraveled
Lyrics
You made your mind up long ago
You have already made a firm decision in the past.
To live your life
To lead your life.
With no indulgence left behind
Without leaving any room for excessive enjoyment or indulgence.
And now the years are taking toll
Now, the passing years are having an impact on you.
And all the spoils
All the rewards or benefits.
You've collected are
You've accumulated.
Becoming too much weight
Are becoming burdensome.
Well it's hard for me to say
Expressing difficulty in conveying a message.
When I know what makes you smile
Despite knowing what brings you joy.
Is everything
Things that lead to your decline.
That makes you fall away
But hoping it's not too late for realization.
But I hope it's not too late
To see the light and acknowledge.
For you to finally see light
The potential harm caused.
And the damage that you've done
Undeniable consequences of your actions.
Can't be erased
Cannot be undone.
Along the way you lost control
At some point, you lost control.
Your dividends of decadence
The profits of your excessive behavior.
Are fading fast with time
Are diminishing rapidly with time.
You've realized you're getting old
You've come to the realization that you are aging.
And now you're trying
And now, you are attempting.
To trade your memories
To exchange your past experiences.
For a chance to make some more
For an opportunity to create new ones.
Well it's hard for me to say
Reiterating the challenge in expressing a thought.
When I know what makes you smile
Despite understanding what brings happiness.
Is everything
Things that lead to your decline.
That makes you fall away
But hoping it's not too late for realization.
But I hope it's not too late
To see the light and acknowledge.
For you to finally see light
The potential harm caused.
And the damage that you've done
Undeniable consequences of your actions.
Can't be erased
Cannot be undone.
When you were young
In your youth,
The future felt
The future seemed like a game.
Like just a game
A game that you belittled.
A game you mocked
While setting it on fire.
While you set it ablaze
Desensitize yourself with selfish actions.
Numb yourself with selfish ways
While causing pain to loved ones.
While loved ones feel the pain
Observing the destruction of love.
Watching what the love
Going up in flames.
Go up in flames
Reiteration of the pain inflicted on loved ones.
And it's hard for me to say
Expressing difficulty in conveying a message.
When I know what makes you smile
Despite understanding what brings happiness.
Is everything
Things that lead to your decline.
That makes you fall away
But hoping it's not too late for realization.
But I hope it's not too late
To see the light and acknowledge.
For you to finally see light
The potential harm caused.
And the damage that you've done
Undeniable consequences of your actions.
Can't be erased
Cannot be undone.
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