Lyrics
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone who couldn't give a fuck about me?
Troubled by waiting for someone who lacks concern for the speaker.
Oh no you wouldn't
Expression of disbelief or disagreement.
Can't tell right from wrong
Confusion about distinguishing right actions from wrong ones.
Can't right my wrongs, so I write these songs
Inability to correct mistakes, leading to the expression of emotions through songs.
Since that night I ain't felt the same
Profound change in emotions since a specific night.
Do you got anything to help the pain?
Desire for relief from emotional pain, seeking a solution.
Do I gotta pop antidepressants?
Contemplation of using antidepressants to cope with emotional distress.
How many times till' I learn my lesson?
Repeated mistakes, questioning the learning process.
I hate going through my adolescence and I can't figure out why the hell I'm stressing
Dislike for the challenges of adolescence and confusion about stress.
I lay awake staring at the ceiling
Nightly struggles, possibly with insomnia, contemplating life.
Wanna stay away, tryna drown my feelings
Desire to avoid reality by drowning emotions through some means.
Can't think straight, I smile but you know it's fake
Difficulty thinking clearly, wearing a fake smile.
And time to time you come to mind
Occasional thoughts about someone important.
Everybody need a ride or die
Recognizing the need for a loyal companion in life.
Some say that they'd rather die
Contrasting views on life, with some preferring death over loyalty.
I keep thinking bout' what we could've had
Reflection on missed opportunities or potential relationships.
What we should've had
Regret about what the relationship could have been.
Thought it was real when you said you love me
Believing in the sincerity of love expressed by someone.
I should've known that something was funny
Realization that something was suspicious or wrong.
Drug in my system, you corrupt me
Feeling influenced or damaged by substances, possibly in the context of the relationship.
We're so unlucky
Perceived as unlucky or facing unfortunate circumstances.
Feeling like I should just stay shut
Contemplating staying silent or reserved.
Then you hit me up tryna make up
Receiving a message from the person, possibly trying to reconcile.
She said she don't wanna lose me again
Someone expressing fear of losing the speaker again.
But I don't wanna lose myself again
Personal resistance against losing one's identity in a relationship.
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone who couldn't give a fuck about me?
Reiteration of the initial sentiment about waiting for someone indifferent.
Oh no you wouldn't
Repeating the disbelief or disagreement expressed earlier.
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