Traumanic
Unreachable Depths: The Monistic's Haunting Reflection on Isolation
Lyrics
Look at me
Expressing a plea for attention or acknowledgment.
I am the one
Claiming a unique or significant position.
Wearing my heart on my sleeve but still I'm
Being emotionally vulnerable despite external appearances.
Constantly
Continually preoccupied or consumed by thoughts.
Thinking about every word
Reflecting on and analyzing every spoken word.
Every line, in every constellation
Considering the significance of each line in various contexts.
Before I
Reflecting on actions or decisions before experiencing consequences.
Drown within
Feeling overwhelmed and at risk of emotional drowning.
And again it's like I'm suffocating
Repeating a cycle of suffocation or emotional distress.
I'm digging deeper
Searching for deeper understanding despite challenges.
Cause six feet were not deep enough to wake me up
Expressing a desire for a more profound awakening.
Please wake me up
Pleading for a wake-up call to escape a difficult situation.
I smile directly at your face
Engaging positively with others, but the positivity is short-lived.
Then turn around and forget what you said
Experiencing difficulty in retaining or valuing communicated information.
All the words they sang were not enough
Finding inadequacy in the words or advice received.
All good advice, pathetic lies
Dismissing advice as insincere or ineffective.
I'm nothing more than unteachable
Acknowledging a resistance to being taught or influenced.
Still I cannot make the final cut
Struggling to meet a certain standard or expectation.
Come bring a rope
Requesting assistance or support to break free from a situation.
Because you know that
Acknowledging a persistent feeling of loneliness.
I am destined to feel alone
Accepting a predestined fate of solitude.
Destined to feel alone
Reiterating a sense of inevitable isolation.
The valve is clogged
Describing emotional blockage or suppression.
My heart is lost
Expressing a feeling of emotional confusion or detachment.
Break the cycle
Appealing to break a recurring pattern or cycle.
Make it stop
Pleading for the cessation of a distressing situation.
Make it stop
Repetition of the plea for relief or cessation.
Drown within
Reiterating the feeling of drowning or being overwhelmed.
And again
Expressing the cyclical nature of suffocation or distress.
I will suffocate
Anticipating suffocation or emotional overwhelm in the future.
I'm digging deeper
Continuing the search for understanding despite challenges.
This grave's not deep enough
Finding current circumstances insufficient for personal growth.
All the words they sang were not enough
Expressing dissatisfaction with the inadequacy of communicated words.
All good advice, pathetic lies
Reiterating a skepticism or distrust of advice received.
I'm nothing more than unteachable
Acknowledging a perceived resistance to being taught or influenced.
Still I cannot make the final cut
Expressing continued difficulty in meeting a certain standard or expectation.
Come bring a rope
Repeating the request for assistance or support.
Because you know that
Acknowledging the persistent feeling of loneliness.
I am destined to feel
Reiterating acceptance of a predestined fate of solitude.
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