Cave In
Rising from the Depths: A Journey of Self-Rediscovery
Lyrics
I'd like to break inside my head
I desire to explore and understand my own thoughts and emotions.
I can't keep telling myself that I feel fine when all I feel is numb
I struggle to admit my true feelings, pretending to be fine when I actually feel emotionally detached.
Self worth is only worth so much to me
My self-value has limited importance to me.
Picture perfect imperfection is all I ever see
I consistently perceive flaws in what seems to be an ideal image.
When did life decide that I was done
I feel as if life has decided that my journey is over.
I'm not the kid I used to be
I acknowledge a change in myself from my earlier years.
Someone please tell me what happened to me
I seek an understanding of the events that led to my current state.
I'm giving up on giving up
I'm abandoning the act of surrendering and giving myself opportunities to overcome challenges.
I'm giving myself every chance to get back up again and face the world today
I am determined to face the world and rise again after setbacks.
I might not have my own life again
I may not regain control of my own life.
No rush to move on to better things
No urgency to move forward to a supposedly better future.
All it takes to rise above is just to try
Overcoming challenges only requires an earnest effort.
I've given this a lot of thought
I've deeply contemplated my situation.
And found nothing but dead ends and misunderstandings in my past
Reflection on my past reveals only dead ends and misunderstandings.
It's not something I can ever leave alone
My past is a persistent concern that I cannot ignore.
I won't let the past get the best of me again
I am determined not to let past experiences control me.
I'm not the kid I used to be
I recognize the change in myself from earlier years.
Someone please tell me what happened to me
Seeking an understanding of the events that led to my current state.
I'm giving up on giving up
I'm abandoning the act of surrendering and giving myself opportunities to overcome challenges.
I'm giving myself every chance to get back up again and face the world today
I am determined to face the world and rise again after setbacks.
I might not have my own life again
I may not regain control of my own life.
No rush to move on to better things
No urgency to move forward to a supposedly better future.
All it takes to rise above is just to try
Overcoming challenges only requires an earnest effort.
I tried so hard to understand
I put significant effort into understanding but faced difficulties.
I couldn't let myself be honest
I couldn't be honest with myself.
I caved in under my own pressure
Under the weight of my own expectations, I succumbed to pressure.
I caved in under my own pressure
I yielded to the pressure I imposed on myself.
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