Your Absence
Echoes of Unspoken Farewells: The Silent Pain of Your Absence
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Maybe one day
Expressing hope for a future reunion or resolution.
I was sure
Confident in a previous belief or understanding.
Again
Indicating a repeated occurrence or cycle.
Again I'd feel whole
Desiring a sense of completeness once again.
But today
Despite time passing, current emotional state remains cold and empty.
Still feel cold and empty
Continued feelings of emotional void.
I've never recovered from your painful ending
Struggling to move on from a painful breakup.
Crumbled in the spoil of a war I never fought
Metaphorically fallen apart due to an unanticipated emotional conflict.
Ground doesn't make distinctions about how you get there
Reflecting on the universal nature of struggle and hardship.
Was I too distant to see?
Questioning personal awareness or closeness in the past.
Or just not good enough?
Doubting one's worthiness or capability.
You left too soon
Expressing sorrow for a premature departure.
As my mind crumble screaming out your name
Experiencing mental distress and anguish.
Watched over by the stars and carried by the waves
Symbolic protection and guidance from celestial elements.
Ground doesn't make distinctions about how you get there
Reiterating the impartiality of life's challenges.
I lost count of the inner battles that I got to lose
Acknowledging numerous internal struggles with no resolution.
But please forgive me, this time I won't follow you
Begging for forgiveness and promising not to repeat past mistakes.
Stuck in the endless moment you left me here
Feeling trapped in an unending emotional state.
Yet the days are passing by
Time passing, but emotional pain persists.
I lost the count again
Losing track of time or progress.
Your fading voice will break me apart again
Anticipating renewed emotional pain from memories.
Watched over by the stars and carried by the waves
Reiteration of celestial protection and guidance.
To keep on existing as the living part of your absence
Desiring to persist as a reminder in the absence of a loved one.
You left so much unsaid
Regretting the lack of communication or closure.
I didn't even get to say goodbye
Expressing the pain of not having the chance to say goodbye.
Will you forgive me if I choose to stay?
Pleading for forgiveness and contemplating staying in the current state.
Watched over by the stars and carried by the waves
Reiteration of celestial protection and guidance.
Ground doesn't make distinctions about how you get there
Reiterating the impartiality of life's challenges.
I lost count of the inner battles that I got to lose
Acknowledging numerous internal struggles with no resolution.
But please forgive me if this time I won't follow you
Begging for forgiveness and promising not to repeat past mistakes.
Please forgive me, this time I won't follow you
Repeated plea for forgiveness and commitment to change.
Was I too distant to see?
Revisiting the question of personal awareness or closeness in the past.
Or just not good enough?
Revisiting the self-doubt about personal worthiness or capability.
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