If I Left Then
Heartbreak Echoes: If I Left Then
Lyrics
One little call changed almost all
One momentous call had a profound impact on my life.
One small mistake just broke my world
A small mistake shattered my world.
And everything already could not like before
Things were different, and the past seemed irretrievable.
I wanted to put all in its place
I aimed to restore order in my life.
Wanted to forget your pretty face
Trying to forget the allure of your face.
And that this was the last time when I tried to chase
Acknowledging that my attempt to pursue you was the final one.
Say something
Expressing a desire for communication.
I want to end it all right here and now
Contemplating ending everything at this moment.
Stay, hold me
Pleading for support and connection.
I'm standing at the edge, i'm going down
Feeling on the brink of a downward spiral.
It seemed to me that I was sure
Believing in my certainty about something.
That I won't show myself a fool
Avoiding looking foolish.
But all of sudden it turned out to be too cruel
Unexpectedly facing a situation that proved to be too harsh.
At point I was out of control
Reaching a point where I lost control.
Another me saw only fall
An alternate version of myself witnessing only a fall.
I wanted to be talked about - that he was gone
Desiring acknowledgment of my absence.
Say something
Requesting a response or acknowledgment.
I want to end it all right here and now
Contemplating an end to everything at this very moment.
Stay, hold me
Seeking support and a comforting embrace.
I'm standing at the edge, i'm going down
Standing at the precipice, ready to descend.
What If I fell down
Reflecting on the possibility of falling down.
What if I left then
Considering the scenario of leaving at that moment.
What If I fell down
Contemplating the consequences of a fall.
What if I left then
Exploring the possibility of departure at that point.
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