Lyrics
I'd rather not hide how I'm feeling deep inside
I prefer not to conceal my true emotions.
Because the lying's overrated and I've gotten pretty jaded
Lying is not worthwhile, and I have become cynical.
I just wanna sense control like when you left me all alone
I desire a sense of control, especially when you left me alone.
But when you're always here, well I can never let you go
Your constant presence makes it difficult for me to let go.
I'm fucking lonely
I am feeling intensely lonely.
Lonely
Lonely.
I've been trying to work things out
I've been attempting to resolve issues.
Take these feelings from my mouth
Expressing these emotions verbally.
If you'd just know me
If only you understood me.
Know me
Know who I truly am.
And I'm just starting to realize those crocodile tears
Realizing that the tears shed were insincere.
Weren't because you thought you were losing me
They weren't because you thought you were losing me.
You were so scared to watch the world crumble at your feet
You feared witnessing the world fall apart at your feet.
And if I see you never
If I never see you again.
Well I don't think you'd ever really care
I doubt you would genuinely care.
It's my pity party and I'll cry if I want to
This is my self-pity moment, and I'll cry if I choose to.
You don't have to stay I just wanted you to want to
You don't have to stay; I just wanted you to want to.
We're just out playing games but there's nothing to win here
We're engaged in games with no real stakes.
At the end of the day
Ultimately, there's nothing to gain here.
I'm not some consolation prize
I am not a mere consolation prize.
I'm fucking lonely
I am profoundly lonely.
Lonely
Lonely.
I've been trying to work things out
Attempting to resolve issues persists.
Take these feelings from my mouth
Expressing these feelings verbally again.
If you'd just know me
If only you truly knew me.
Know me
Know the real me.
And I'm just starting to realize those crocodile tears
Realizing that the tears shed were insincere.
Weren't because you thought you were losing me
They weren't because you thought you were losing me.
You were so scared to watch the world crumble at your feet
You feared witnessing the world fall apart at your feet.
And if I see you never well I don't think you'd ever really care
If I never see you again, I doubt you would genuinely care.
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