Lyrics
I can't stop when they start pouring
I have difficulty stopping myself when things start to become overwhelming or pouring in.
You say I've lost all my control
You claim that I've completely lost control over myself.
And just when I think
At the moment when I believe I'm making progress or moving forward.
I'm on my way up
Just as I think I am improving or succeeding.
I lose my grip
I lose my grasp or control over the situation.
And start tumbling down again
I begin to fall or fail again.
I find myself twisting and tumbling and falling
I find myself in a cycle of twisting, tumbling, and falling repeatedly.
The thought of me quitting has got my skin crawling
The idea of giving up makes me feel uncomfortable or disgusted.
'Cause I don't wanna seem like I'm giving up
I don't want to appear as if I'm surrendering or quitting.
And I feel like quitting is giving up
I sense that quitting is equivalent to admitting defeat.
Your face makes me throw up
Your presence or influence disgusts me.
I make myself throw up every single night
I induce vomiting intentionally every night.
I know it sounds fucked up
I understand it might sound disturbing or abnormal.
That I always choke up every single time
I frequently become emotionally overwhelmed or choked up.
You ask me about my problems
You inquire about my issues or difficulties.
Can we forget about our problems
Can we ignore our problems and continue moving forward?
And keep climbing
Let's continue to progress despite difficulties.
With socks on the slide
Metaphorically, keep moving ahead even when wearing socks on a slippery surface.
You've made your life quite the ride
You've created an eventful or tumultuous life for yourself.
You say it's not life when you're not sober
You claim life isn't enjoyable unless one is intoxicated or not sober.
And just when I think the world's falling into place
When I feel like everything is falling into place or going well.
I lose my grip and go tumbling on my face
I suddenly lose control and fail.
And it may seem like fun when you're going down
It might seem enjoyable while descending or failing until hitting rock bottom.
'Til you reach rock bottom
Until one reaches the lowest point or experiences failure.
Your head hits the ground
At that point, the harsh reality hits and causes significant distress or impact.
It's a lonely climb
The journey of improvement or progress is a solitary one.
And there's no one there to save you this time
In difficult times, there might not be anyone available to rescue or assist you.
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