My Memory
Lost Memories: A Poetic Journey of Abandonment and Warning
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Visions haunt me and I'm scared
Visions are troubling the speaker, causing fear and unease.
I know they're fake but I cannot calm my mind
The speaker recognizes that these visions are not real, but they still struggle to calm their mind.
Abandoned as I feel
The speaker feels abandoned and alone.
My loved ones watch me fade with nothing left to do
Loved ones witness the speaker's decline with a sense of helplessness.
When words cannot describe it
There are experiences or emotions that defy description in words.
I'm tired of trying to find it in my memory
The speaker is weary of attempting to recall or understand these experiences within their memory.
Where have they gone? I'm alone
The speaker is asking where certain things or people have disappeared to, expressing loneliness.
Though often said they're here, I don't know
Despite assurances, the speaker is uncertain about the presence of others.
Swear fealty to me
A request for loyalty or allegiance is made.
Time lost and gained a terrible tragedy
Time, both lost and gained, is viewed as a significant and tragic aspect of life.
When words cannot describe it
Similar to line 5, there are experiences that defy verbal expression.
And visions we can't rely on
Visionary experiences are deemed unreliable.
If I fall I fall forever
If the speaker falls, it seems to be an irreversible and perpetual descent.
I'm tired of trying to find it in my memory
Reiteration of weariness in attempting to find understanding within memory.
My brains trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now
The speaker's brain is sending warning signals repeatedly.
My brains trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now
-My brains trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now
-What path does this lead me on?
Questioning the direction or consequences of the current path.
When loss is the inevitable
Loss is portrayed as an inevitable aspect of life.
How I will burden them
The speaker anticipates burdening others in some way.
When time is up
Concerns about finding answers or resolution as time runs out.
Where do I find it if it's lost?
Repeated questioning about where to find something lost, possibly referring to memory.
Where do I find it if it's gone?
-Where do I find it when it's gone?
-Where do I find my memory?
The ultimate question about the location or retrieval of the speaker's memory.
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