In My Feelings
Heartache Symphony: TheHxliday's Emotional Journey in 'In My Feelings'
Lyrics
Lost again, ooh
Expressing a sense of being lost or confused.
I am TheHxliday
Introduction, asserting the identity of the artist.
Ooh, yeah, yeah (yeah)
Repetition of "ooh, yeah, yeah" for emphasis or emotional tone.
And I been in my feelings off the drugs
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed due to drug influence.
'Cause, baby, I don't wanna fall in love
Reluctance to fall in love, expressing a desire to avoid emotional pain.
And I don't wanna lose you
Fear of losing someone important.
And now my heart is so blue, you left me with no clue (yeah)
Feeling emotionally down and confused after a breakup.
Oh oh, I don't wanna lose you
Reiteration of not wanting to lose the person.
Oh oh, now my heart is so blue (ooh)
Continuation of emotional distress, represented by a "blue" heart.
Baby, I don't wanna lose
Reiteration of not wanting to lose in a relationship.
'Cause I picked up the phone
Reference to checking for the truth in a phone call.
To hear our love ain't true
Realization that the love might not be genuine.
I put Patek on your wrist, yeah
Symbolic gesture of giving a valuable gift (Patek) as a sign of love.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss ya
Admitting to missing the person despite efforts to move on.
I keep trying, 'cause, baby, I wanna get ya
Expressing the desire to reconcile and make things right.
And if you ever need me, I'm the one to hit up, yeah
Offering support and availability if needed.
But I've been in my bag 'cause it don't seem like you want me
Feeling undervalued and questioning the other person's intentions.
And I double up my cup, mix that Sprite in with Codeine
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors (drugs) to cope with emotional pain.
And I'm smoking on this gas, it numb the pain, I ain't no fiend
Using substances to numb emotional pain.
And I can't forget the past, so she enter all my dreams
Struggling with memories of the past, possibly haunted by them.
And I been in my feelings off the drugs
Reiteration of being in a heightened emotional state due to drugs.
'Cause, baby, I don't wanna fall in love
Reiteration of reluctance to fall in love.
And I don't wanna lose you
Reiteration of the fear of losing someone important.
And now my heart is so blue, you left me with no clue
Continued emotional distress and confusion after the breakup.
Oh oh, I don't wanna lose you
Reiteration of not wanting to lose the person.
Oh oh, now my heart is so blue
Continuation of emotional distress, represented by a "blue" heart.
She don't want my heart so I took it back
Taking back one's heart after realizing it was not valued.
I told her I don't got no more friends
Declaring a lack of trust in others.
I should've known that she ain't give a damn, like, oh
Regretting not recognizing someone's lack of care.
I took my heart right back and then I ran, uh-huh
Taking proactive steps to protect oneself emotionally.
I was in love with the bitch, I was in love with the bitch, huh, yeah
Reflecting on past emotions and experiences in a relationship.
.223 all on my hip, 'cause these niggas tryna be slick, huh, yeah
Being cautious and prepared for potential threats (represented by a firearm).
Gucci bag all on my chick, I put Patek on her wrist, huh, yeah
Symbolic representation of materialistic gestures in a relationship.
Said that she wanted to quit, baby, I don't want this to end, huh, yeah
Expressing a desire for the relationship not to end.
Ten, nine, eight, seven, baby, don't be reckless
Counting down to a significant event, possibly a reunion.
Countin' down the days 'til I see you send a message
Awaiting a message from the person.
You're gon' fall in love with my melodies, they catchy
Confidence in one's musical talent and its impact on the other person.
And, oh, it broke my heart when my girl said she don't want me
Heartbreak caused by the rejection of love.
And I been in my feelings off the drugs
Reiteration of being in a heightened emotional state due to drugs.
'Cause, baby, I don't wanna fall in love
Reiteration of reluctance to fall in love.
And I don't wanna lose you
Reiteration of the fear of losing someone important.
And now my heart is so blue, you left me with no clue
Continued emotional distress and confusion after the breakup.
Oh oh, I don't wanna lose you
Reiteration of not wanting to lose the person.
Oh oh, now my heart is so blue
Continuation of emotional distress, represented by a "blue" heart.
(Oh, it's so motherfuckin' blue)
Intensifying the emotional state with emphasis on the color "blue."
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