you cried, but so did i
Eternal Echoes: Love, Loss, and Unspoken Pain in Theo Chowdry's Melody
Lyrics
To love is to trust and to know i'll never break it
To love involves trust and a commitment to preserving it unbroken.
But when the memory fades, you know i'll try to save it
Even as memories fade, there's a dedication to trying to retain and protect them.
So i heard that you loved me
There's information or rumors about your love for me.
But why was i special
I question what made me stand out or be important to you.
We cried till midnight
We both expressed emotions intensely until a late hour.
Hoping something would happen
We hoped for an event or change despite the emotional distress.
Cause i stay up till midnight
I stayed awake until midnight, pondering whether your emotions were genuine.
Just wondering if you faked it
I questioned if your feelings were authentic or feigned.
If i missed it by a second
If timing had been slightly different, the outcome of our relationship might have been unknown.
We'd never know if we would make it
The uncertainty of whether our relationship would survive due to small differences in timing.
And i know it sounds unfair
I acknowledge that what I'm expressing may seem unjust or biased.
Can you blame me since i'm not there
I pose a question about blame, given my absence from the situation.
Oh and i cannot explain
There's an inability to articulate or describe a particular feeling or experience.
How id love the way you changed
I admired the way you evolved or changed over time.
When i said i'll never be okay
I expressed an inability to recover or feel fine.
If love's the collection of memories
The concept that love comprises a collection of shared memories.
Without them i'm lost and i can't see
Without these memories, there's a sense of being lost and directionless.
If i could be selfish
Contemplating the possibility of being self-centered or prioritizing my perspective.
I'll finally see
A desire to comprehend how you might have been indifferent or uncaring.
How you never cared at all
An assertion that despite tears shed by both, your lack of caring becomes apparent.
You cried, but so did i
An acknowledgment that both you and I experienced emotional distress.
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