the girl with the sun in her eyes
Demon in Disguise: A Love's Deadly Deception
Lyrics
The Devil's in my Mirror
The speaker sees negative qualities ("Devil") in themselves when looking in the mirror.
But God is right inside me
Despite the negativity, the speaker acknowledges a divine presence within them ("God inside me").
And every time I see you
The speaker gains clarity about themselves when in the presence of someone special.
I only see it clearer
The mentioned person helps the speaker see things more clearly.
You're a demon in disguise
The person is metaphorically described as a deceptive force ("demon") sent to harm the speaker.
Sent over to destroy me
The speaker believes the person was sent to destroy them.
Cause you fucking stole my heart
The person stole the speaker's heart upon first sight.
The first time I looked in your eyes
A reference to the impactful first moment when the speaker looked into the person's eyes.
Please Don't
A plea for the person not to leave.
Leave me
Reiteration of the speaker's plea not to be abandoned.
Cause I've been broken for so long
The speaker expresses enduring pain from being broken for an extended period.
Please Don't
Continuation of the plea against being left, emphasizing potential self-harm.
Leave me standing on this ledge cause i might jump for the hell of it
Concern that being left alone on a ledge might lead to jumping, indicating despair.
John Lennon said "look for the girl with the sun in her eyes"
Reference to John Lennon's advice to find a positive person with the "sun in her eyes."
And I think I found her but it turns out she's a demon in disguise
Realization that the person initially thought to be positive is, in fact, harmful.
And I get so fed up with the things that she's saying to me
Frustration with the negative things the person says, causing emotional distress.
I hate that I love her cause this girl might be the death of me
Conflicted emotions about loving someone who may be destructive.
(And I hate that, I love you!)
An internal struggle with conflicting feelings of love and hate towards the person.
It's been over a year
Reflection on the time elapsed since the person left.
Since you moved and fucking left me
The person left the speaker, causing emotional pain.
Still text me time to time
The person sporadically communicates, expressing missing the speaker.
To say that you fucking miss me
The person's presence remains in the speaker's thoughts.
You're implanted in my head
The person's influence is deep-seated in the speaker's mind.
Just like you always wanted
The person's influence aligns with their desires.
But I'm trynna take the time
An effort to remove the person from the speaker's heart and mind.
To make sure you're out of my chest
The speaker aims to ensure the person is no longer emotionally impactful.
Please Don't
Repetition of the plea for the person not to leave.
Leave me
Reiteration of the speaker's enduring brokenness and plea for the person to stay.
Cause I've been broken for so long
Continued plea against being left alone due to prolonged suffering.
Please Don't
Continued request to avoid causing further emotional pain.
Hit me with that shit again
Expression of resistance to enduring hurtful behavior again.
Cause I can't fucking stand it when you text me
Dislike for messages expressing longing when the person is with someone else.
And say you miss me when your laid up in his bed
Frustration with the person expressing missing the speaker while in another's bed.
I fucking hate it!
An intense dislike for the situation described.
So Please Don't
Repetition of the plea against being left alone, suggesting potential self-harm.
Leave me standing on this ledge cause I might jump for the hell of it
Concern about being left alone on a ledge and the possibility of jumping impulsively.
John Lennon said "look for the girl with the sun in her eyes"
Reiteration of John Lennon's advice and the speaker's initial misjudgment.
And I think I found her but it turns out she's a demon in disguise
Reiteration of the person's deceptive nature despite initial positive impressions.
And I get so fed up with the things that she's saying to me
Continued frustration with the person's hurtful words and internal conflict.
I hate that I love her cause this girl might be the death of me
Reiteration of conflicted emotions about loving someone potentially harmful.
(AND I HATE THAT, I LOVE YOU!)
Intensification of the internal conflict, expressing strong feelings of both love and hate.
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