Lyrics
I was tired of waiting
I was exhausted from waiting
Playing all the games and
Engaging in various activities and challenges
Living in a place that was not for me
Residing in a place that didn't suit me
So I thought it was time
I believed it was time for me to claim what rightfully belongs to me
For me to get what?s mine
To pursue my dreams and aspirations
And to do it all, everything I dreamed
Despite my best intentions, what I thought was my finest qualities turned out to be my worst
What I thought was the best of me turned to be
A realization that the perceived best aspects of myself were actually the worst
All the worst I could find
Discovering the negative aspects within me
If I run to you
Contemplating seeking solace and support from a significant other
Will you hold me in your arms forevermore
Asking if the person will embrace and comfort for an eternity
If I run to you
Seeking everlasting comfort in the arms of someone special
Will you hold me in your arms forevermore
Questioning if there will be enduring solace in someone's embrace
Now I got a feeling
Feeling an internal urge
That I've got to leave and
Sensing the need to depart and return to one's origin
Find a way back to where I came from
Expressing the desire to find a way back to where one started
Though I don't deserve it
Acknowledging the lack of deserving such support
I know it's unheard but
Understanding that it may be unconventional but living without the person is unbearable
Living here without you, my life is done
Recognizing that life feels incomplete without the person
I confess that I shouldn't have run from you
Admitting that running away was a mistake
Now I know I was wrong
Realizing the error of the decision to run away
Nowhere to run to
Having no escape route
And no one to turn to
Feeling abandoned with no one to seek help from
I?m dying out here on my own
Experiencing a sense of isolation and desperation
Long before I even thought of returning
Realizing the need to return long before considering coming back
Your arms are wide open
Understanding that there is unconditional acceptance and forgiveness
Waiting for me to come home
Awareness of someone eagerly waiting for the return home
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