Lyrics
I need to drain this poison from inside of me
I feel a need to rid myself of internal toxicity.
Find a little bit of everyone unraveling
Observing others falling apart, finding commonality.
My head can't take any more of this
My mind is overwhelmed and can't endure more.
Who am I? just another fucking face
Questioning identity, feeling like just a face in the crowd.
I'm livid, vivid, timid, kill it
Expressing intense emotions—anger, clarity, fear, and a desire to end it.
See yourself become a fucking disgrace
Warning against becoming a source of shame.
Can't even look in the mirror at my own fucking face
Unable to confront one's own reflection in the mirror.
I'll shed this skin now
Expressing a determination to undergo personal transformation.
Crawling away, crawling away
Escaping from current circumstances, a sense of withdrawal.
Crawling away from everything
Distancing oneself from everything.
My life at stake, you contemplate
Facing a life-threatening situation and contemplating the risks and rewards.
The risk reward to not fall short
Weighing the consequences of not falling short.
Who helped you up when you were down
Reflecting on the support received during difficult times.
Let's not forget who brought you here now
Acknowledging those who played a role in the current situation.
You've crossed the line, you're either blind
Condemning a boundary violation, questioning someone's awareness.
Or you can't control your own state of mind
Debating whether one is a warrior or a failure, exploring self-perception.
Am I a warrior or am I a failure
Emphasizing that others may not know the complete story.
You don't know the full story
Advocating for continuous movement, rejecting a sense of entitlement.
Gotta keep moving cause life owes you nothing
Urging not to wait for adversity to strike.
Don't wait around to be ravaged
Advising against passive acceptance of hardship.
A masquerade of those who say
Criticizing insincere support from those who claim to be there for you.
We're here for you, you know to call
Questioning the availability of support when needed.
Answer me this, when were you when
Challenging others about their absence during times of grief.
Time came to grieve, and I couldn't be alone
Expressing a desire for solitude during moments of sorrow.
I wanna drain this poison from inside of me
Reiterating the need to purge internal poison.
Find a little bit of everyone unraveling
Observing the unraveling of others, seeking connection.
My head can't take any more of this
Repeating the feeling of mental overwhelm.
Who am I? just another face
Rephrasing the question about personal identity.
Agony so absolute
Describing intense and absolute agony.
Reflections shatter
Metaphorically describing shattered reflections.
Jagged shards severing flesh
Imagery of sharp fragments cutting through flesh.
I am born anew
Expressing a rebirth or transformation through suffering.
Am I a warrior or am I a failure
Repeating the internal struggle of warrior versus failure.
You don't know the full story
Reiterating that others may not fully understand one's experiences.
Gotta keep moving cause life owes you nothing
Encouraging continuous forward movement despite life's challenges.
Don't wait around to be ravaged
Reiterating the warning against passivity in the face of adversity.
We're standing here so take a vow
Pledging commitment, vowing not to return to a previous state.
We won't return, I'll cast you down
Declaring an intention to overcome challenges and reject others.
My suffering will mean something
Believing that personal suffering will have significance.
Maybe not today but I will not decay
Expressing a determination to endure and not decay, even if not immediately.
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