Eveline
Embracing the Abyss: Reflections of Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I feel so weak and sore, I feel it down to my core
I feel physically and emotionally drained, a deep sensation reaching my innermost self.
Im 86 steps from death
I am 86 steps away from death, indicating a close proximity to mortality.
And i will shortly loose my breath
Anticipation of imminent death, expecting to lose my breath soon.
The demon's crawling back to me
A symbolic representation of inner struggles or personal demons returning to haunt me.
This isn't how I used to be
An acknowledgment that my current state contrasts with my past self.
Staring down the eternal darkness
Facing an overwhelming, perpetual darkness, possibly metaphorical for life's challenges.
My soul is slowly turning lifeless
Feeling a gradual loss of vitality and animation in my soul.
Like a fallen soldier I'm ready to go
Expressing readiness for a fate similar to a fallen soldier, prepared to leave life behind.
Send myself back to where I belong
Desire to return to my origin, suggesting a longing for a place or state of comfort.
Let me fly away into the hell of my dreams
Yearning to escape into a nightmarish realm, possibly an allegorical representation of inner turmoil.
Never wake up and feel the sweet relief
Expressing a wish to remain in a dreamlike state to avoid the harshness of reality.
This hell is no place for me
Rejecting the current state of suffering, considering it unsuitable or unbearable.
No more things to see
Feeling a sense of finality, having seen everything life had to offer.
This river flows no more
A metaphor for the cessation of life's flow and experiences.
My eyes are black filled hatred and gore
My eyes reflect darkness, hatred, and gore, indicating a profound internal struggle.
There's something in me that I despise
Recognition of a disliked aspect within myself, a self-loathing sentiment.
Letting go as my blood pressure rise
Letting go as internal pressures rise, potentially alluding to a destructive release.
Never will I see the light of a day
An acceptance that I may never experience the brightness of a new day.
But fuck it all no more things to say
A defiant declaration, expressing a refusal to articulate further thoughts.
Like a fallen soldier I'm ready to go
Reiteration of readiness for departure, echoing the sentiment of a fallen soldier.
Send myself back to where I belong
Repeating the desire to return to a familiar place or state.
Let me fly away into the hell of my dreams
Reiterating the yearning to escape into a nightmarish realm, possibly for solace.
Never wake up and feel the sweet relief
Reaffirming the desire to remain in a dreamlike state for the comfort it brings.
When all the pain is gone, where will I go?
Pondering the destination after the cessation of pain, questioning the unknown.
There's only one way that i´ll get to know
Contemplating a single path to understanding, possibly referring to death as the ultimate revelation.
My head is spinning round in an endless tornado
Experiencing mental turmoil, likened to an endless tornado, suggesting chaos and confusion.
Hades kisses my hand and greets me welcome
Acknowledging the embrace of death, portrayed as Hades welcoming with a kiss.
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