Lyrics
Don't know what it is, but I know that it 's somewhere inside of my head
Expressing uncertainty about a feeling or thought residing in the mind.
Don't know what it looks like, only know that it is driving me mad
Uncertain about the appearance but feeling disturbed by it.
Whatever the cause, whatever the reason for it to be in me, maybe I'll be like this until eternity
Pondering the cause and reason, suggesting a long-lasting struggle.
I couldn't let go of it however hard I might have tried,
Failed attempts to let go of the inner turmoil.
I couldn't get any control of it though I try to fight these thoughts in my head they're only driving me mad,
Fighting intrusive thoughts without gaining control, causing distress.
I never see the good, I only see the bad
Focusing on negativity, unable to see the positive aspects.
I've gotta seize the day, so I can feel it!
Resolution to seize the day, implying a desire for a positive change.
I've gotta seize the day, so I'll feel it, I feel it, I'll feel it!
Reiteration of the determination to seize the day and experience positive emotions.
Don't know what I want, but I know that what I want is hard to get
Uncertain about desires, acknowledging their difficulty to attain.
Don't know what I have but I know what I would rather have instead,
Acknowledging possession but desiring something different.
Whenever I feel this way I hate myself 'cause I can't see,
Self-hatred for the inability to perceive things positively in this state.
Today is my day how happy I should be
Recognizing the potential for happiness on the current day.
I couldn't let go of it, however hard I might have tried,
Struggling to release a persistent feeling despite efforts.
I couldn't get any control of it though I try to fight
Continued inability to control and resist negative thoughts.
I'm locked up in my head, I think I'd rather be dead,
Expressing a desire to escape mental confinement, even if through drastic measures.
I never see the good, I only see the bad
Persistently focusing on the negative rather than the positive.
I gotta know if this is real,
Expressing a need for clarity about reality and a responsibility for emotions.
I gotta care for what I feel, 'cause what I am and who I'll be,
Recognizing the importance of caring for one's feelings and taking control of personal identity and future.
It's all my fault, it's up to me!
Taking accountability for personal circumstances and decisions.
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