Lyrics
Ain't been on my own for a while now
Acknowledging a period without independence or solitude recently.
I think imma need to slow it down figure shit out
Expressing the need to slow down and reflect on life's complexities.
Don't waste no more time on the games cuz they played out
Deciding not to invest time in played-out games.
Don't wanna be stressed 'bout a text got me tired out (Yeah)
Rejecting stress over text messages that cause exhaustion.
Here we go again feeling lonely I'm
Repeating the experience of loneliness.
Missing how it feels to be wanted but
Longing for the feeling of being wanted.
I ain't really trippin' won't get caught up in my feelings
Remaining emotionally detached and not succumbing to feelings.
I'll sit back and watch it all play out
Observing life unfold without active participation.
Too indecisive that's on me
Admitting a personal struggle with indecisiveness.
Distraction's what I needed
Seeking distraction as a coping mechanism.
Don't you feel guilty it's all me
Shouldering the responsibility for any guilt or consequences.
I rushed in didn't mean it
Regretting a hasty decision made without intention.
Yeah I was a mess for a good few months
Reflecting on a chaotic phase endured for several months.
Tried to manifest you to hit me up
Attempting to attract attention or communication.
Grieving a version of you I made up
Grieving for an idealized version of the other person.
Maybe I've been craving one more night
Expressing a desire for a reunion or another chance.
We can re-enact the heated highlights just you and I
Suggesting a wish to recreate passionate moments with the other person.
Here we go again feeling lonely I'm
Reiterating the feeling of loneliness.
Missing how it feels to be wanted yeah I
Rekindling the desire to be wanted.
Might be reminiscing getting caught up in my feelings
Possibly getting emotionally entangled in feelings again.
Wanna call you up for one more round
Expressing a temptation to reconnect for another encounter.
And if you ask me that's a win-win
Seeing a potential positive outcome in reaching out.
Don't wanna give in but I've been
Resisting the urge to give in to emotions but struggling with it.
All in my head don't really care for a friend just the benefits
Prioritizing personal desires over a platonic connection.
Too indecisive that's on me
Acknowledging personal indecisiveness again.
Distraction's what I needed
Reiterating the use of distraction as a coping strategy.
Don't you feel guilty it's all me
Taking sole responsibility for any negative consequences.
I rushed in didn't mean it
Expressing regret for a rushed decision made previously.
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