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Please don't push me away
Expressing a plea not to be pushed away, possibly from a significant person in the speaker's life.
Please don't push me away
-Please don't push me away
-Please don't push me away
-Doing my best to not to fall apart
Struggling to maintain composure and avoid breaking down emotionally.
Tears running down while I'm staring at stars
Tears are flowing while contemplating the universe, possibly indicating emotional distress.
I'm loving the ups cant handle the downs
Enjoying positive moments but finding it challenging to cope with the negative ones.
Lately it feel like my heart pushed around
Feeling emotionally vulnerable and mistreated in relationships.
Going through my day only thinking of you
Spending the day preoccupied with thoughts of a significant other.
We stuck in quarantine but I want to see you
Expressing a desire to meet despite being in quarantine.
I don't really care I'm just really needing you
Emphasizing a strong need for the person in question.
I wanna be you with you so tell me what to do
Expressing a wish to be close and seeking guidance on how to achieve it.
Remember everything like all the good times
Recalling positive memories shared, particularly moments of intimacy.
Remember all the questions we had on FaceTime
-Us in my bed and we watched that show
-Remember the snaps never felt so close
-I need to know
Expressing a need for assurance or clarity in the relationship.
Do you miss me like even at all
Seeking confirmation of being missed by the significant other.
I mean I've always said
Stating a commitment to the relationship as long as the feelings are mutual.
As long you want me my feelings won’t change
-But I'm looking at you hoping feelings the same
Expressing hope that the other person reciprocates the emotions.
This is why I don't open up
Explaining a reluctance to open up emotionally.
This is why I don't fall in love
Linking past emotional pain to a reluctance to fall in love.
It is what it is ignore the pain
Encouraging the suppression of pain and emotions as a coping mechanism.
Ignore the feelings push them away
-My heart racing cause I'm so scared
Feeling anxious and scared, possibly about the future of the relationship.
Looking at you
Identifying the significant other as a source of fear.
You my greatest fear
Expressing fear of abandonment or the significant other not being there.
You can leave one day just not be there
Feeling powerless to change circumstances due to life's unfairness.
Nothing I can change life ain't fair
-I asked you
Asking a crucial question about the status of the relationship.
Are you mine
Recalling a past conversation about the nature of the relationship.
You said no yeah
-That’s fine
-I looked back said do you promise
-You looked back said yes I promise
-I never got the chance to really show you me
Expressing regret about not being able to fully reveal oneself in the relationship.
Never got the chance but now I'll let you be
-I'm sorry I'm not the man that I told you I could be
-I guess I never got the chance but let it go in peace
-What do I tell my friends
Pondering on how to explain the situation to friends and family, especially when plans fall through.
What do I tell my fam
-What do I do on the days
-The days I thought we had plans
-Im not mad at you
Expressing frustration and anger at oneself for the impact of the past on the present.
I'm just mad at me
-Mad at what my past
-Really made me be
-Time feels like it's going slow
Perceiving time as moving slowly and questioning if the significant other feels the same.
Tell me you don't feel the same
-I just feel I can't no more
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to endure the emotional pain silently.
I don't post don't share my pain
-Give me a chance that’s really real
Desiring a genuine chance for a deep connection and intimacy.
Hold you tight really make you feel
-I'm a thief for your heart so let me steal
-Give me a chance that’s really real
Reiterating the desire for a real opportunity for connection and emotional closeness.
Hit me with a text said can we talk
Receiving a message to talk, anticipating the conversation.
Said that’s fine cause I wasn’t shocked
-I'm on my way
Responding positively and unknowingly facing an impending breakup.
I'm outside
-Little did I know this would be the last night
-My heart dropped you said we should end
Experiencing shock and confusion as the significant other suggests ending the relationship despite a recent promise.
I can't even process like why we gotta end
-Everything going on its not the right time
-But last week you said you promised you were mine
-Now im thinking back I was happy at the time
Reflecting on past happiness and struggling to hold back tears.
Fighting the tears like I don't wanna cry
-All I wanna do right now is hold you tight
Expressing a strong desire to embrace the significant other tightly.
You kept repeating it doesn’t feel right
Receiving mixed messages about what the significant other wants versus what is needed.
Said this isn’t what you want
-But its what you need
-Now I'm staying up at night
Experiencing difficulty sleeping and staying up at night due to emotional turmoil.
Cause I cant sleep
Struggling with persistent emotional pain weeks after the breakup.
Its been a couple weeks
-And I still feel the pain
Continuing to feel the lingering effects of the breakup, with nothing feeling the same.
Its been a couple weeks
-Nothing feels the same
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