Lyrics
We been through everything
We have experienced everything together.
Now you just dead to me
Now you are emotionally distant or irrelevant to me.
I bought what you peddling
I believed what you were saying or selling.
Never thought you'd fit the precedent
I never expected you to conform to the established pattern or norm.
We got our history
We share a shared history.
All that you did to me
Recalling the things you did to harm me.
And I let it get to me
I allowed those actions to affect me.
Now I cannot open up
Now I find it difficult to be emotionally vulnerable.
To anyone
I find it challenging to open up to anyone.
I feel like I'm never enough
I feel like I'm never sufficient.
It's pitiful how
Expressing a sense of sorrow or regret about the situation.
I let you get underneath my skin
I allowed you to deeply affect or hurt me.
Now I don't want to hate you, but
Despite not wanting to dislike you, there's difficulty in moving on from the past.
I could never leave the past in the past
I find it challenging to forget or let go of past experiences.
After everything I gave you
Expressing frustration for the things given in the relationship.
And everything I won't get back, I'm mad
Feeling angry about the things that cannot be recovered.
Cause I can't forget it and yeah, I'll admit it, I said it and meant it, so
Admitting to the difficulty of forgetting and expressing frustration.
I don't want to hate you, but
Despite not wanting to dislike you, there's difficulty in moving on from the past (repeated).
I could never leave the past in the past
Reiterating the challenge of leaving the past behind.
It's not a mystery
Explaining why you are considered an adversary.
Why you're the enemy
Describing you as the embodiment of something that turned out to be both positive and negative.
Cause you're the epitome
Highlighting that you represent a bitter outcome.
Of something that ended up bittersweet
Thoughts on the guaranteed nature of the relationship now proven wrong.
Thought we were guaranteed
Believed in a certain outcome.
I thought it would always be you and me
Assumed it would always be you and me.
But now I know differently
Realizing that it's not the case.
Now it's so hard to feel love
Experiencing difficulty in feeling love for anyone.
For anyone
Feeling emotionally distant or detached from others.
I feel like it's never enough
Perceiving that one's efforts are never sufficient.
It's pitiful how
Expressing a sense of sorrow or regret about the situation (repeated).
I let you get underneath my skin
I allowed you to deeply affect or hurt me (repeated).
Now I don't want to hate you, but
Despite not wanting to dislike you, there's difficulty in moving on from the past (repeated).
I could never leave the past in the past
I find it challenging to forget or let go of past experiences (repeated).
After everything I gave you
Expressing frustration for the things given in the relationship (repeated).
And everything I won't get back, I'm mad
Feeling angry about the things that cannot be recovered (repeated).
Cause I can't forget it and yeah, I'll admit it, I said it and meant it, so
Admitting to the difficulty of forgetting and expressing frustration (repeated).
I don't want to hate you, but
Despite not wanting to dislike you, there's difficulty in moving on from the past (repeated).
I could never leave the past in the past
Reiterating the challenge of leaving the past behind (repeated).
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