Lyrics
So uh, where did the inspiration for this one come from
Introducing the inspiration behind the song and the emotions felt.
Like uh, what were you feeling
Asking about the emotions experienced during the creation of the song.
Uh, truly man fucking, my first real relationship, uh
Expressing that the inspiration came from a significant, impactful first real relationship.
Everybody got to hear my side of the break up
Sharing the desire to present the artist's perspective on the breakup.
Because I was always making jokes and laughing about it
Explaining the tendency to use humor to cope with the breakup, despite being the cause.
Because I was the one who caused it but it really fucked me up how much I could damage
Reflecting on the realization of causing significant damage without intending to.
One person without like, even attempting to and just
Expressing the impact of unintentional harm on another person.
I wanted to share her side
Desiring to share the perspective of the ex-partner to provide a balanced view.
I respect it
Expressing respect for the ex-partner's point of view.
Lost for words is what you say
Feeling speechless in the aftermath of the breakup.
You just don't care enough to think of something
Not caring enough to find words to express the emotions.
After all these days, nah, still treated like I'm nothing
Continuing to feel treated as if insignificant even after some time has passed.
Every time, fail to prove my mama wrong
Failing to prove the artist's mother wrong in her negative perceptions.
Too busy getting high and calling me a hoe in songs
Experiencing derogatory remarks while being occupied with personal struggles.
Turned you in to my life you act you want me gone
Feeling unwanted and unsure about what is right.
Now I don't know what's right, making me feel dumb yeah
Expressing confusion and feeling foolish in the relationship.
Countless times of treating me like just another toy
Enduring repeated instances of being treated as a disposable object.
Your answers always thin to questions until I start acting coy
Noticing that answers become vague until the artist starts acting mysterious.
Then we get up out that bed and you start acting real soy
Observing a change in behavior after leaving the bed, with a sarcastic reference to being "soy" (soft).
Lies covered up by your words should be an actor lil boy
Highlighting the deceit covered by words and suggesting immaturity.
Cause you had me so fooled, so cool, that's how you felt when we was walking
Recalling being fooled by the partner's cool exterior during public appearances.
Second we ain't in the public then your demons get to talking
Noting a shift in behavior when not in public, revealing hidden issues.
All those girls up in your phone you say they dubs nah they just stalking
Addressing suspicions about other people in the partner's life.
You ain't even gotta worry baby, they see who I'm flaunting
Asserting confidence in the relationship, not worried about others' opinions.
Put a picture of us up and take it down before I see it
Describing the partner's cautiousness about sharing pictures to avoid reactions from others.
Cause you know your hoes would feel and I'd freak if I seen you delete it
Expressing concern about the partner's actions with pictures and potential deletions.
Maybe you right, guess I'm tripping, your still here while they out simping
Questioning the partner's loyalty and behavior, feeling uncertain.
Wait why you quiet, text me back, dead ass acting different
Noticing a change in the partner's communication style, sensing distance.
Alright well, can I ask you something
Asking a reflective question to delve deeper into the emotions.
Yeah what's up
Engaging in a conversation about the past relationship.
Did you love her
Questioning the depth of love for the ex-partner.
Man I didn't realize how much I loved her until I fucking let her go
Realizing the depth of love only after letting go of the relationship.
Lost for words is what I said
Repeating the feeling of being speechless after the breakup.
I just don't care enough to think of something
Maintaining a lack of concern and emotional investment in finding words.
After all these days nah, still treat you like your nothing
Continuing to feel treated as if insignificant even after some time has passed (repeated theme).
Every time, fail to be the one who's strong
Failing to be the emotionally strong one in the relationship.
Dodge your calls and lie to others, I ain't taken nah
Engaging in deceptive behavior, avoiding calls, and lying to others.
Turned me in to your life think I might want you gone
Turning the artist into a central figure in the partner's life, contemplating a desire for distance.
Fuck it, it seems right I guess I'm too young, yeah
Expressing acceptance of the situation, attributing it to youth.
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