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Feeling all kinds of sorry
Expressing a sense of sorrow or regret
For myself and those around me
Feeling sorry for oneself and those around
Every time they go to fix it
Observing attempts to fix a situation
Something else is breaking
Encountering new issues while trying to solve existing ones
The longer that you stare the uglier it gets
The longer one observes, the more unpleasant the situation becomes
So I stay cynical and safe inside my head
Choosing to maintain a cynical outlook to stay safe within one's thoughts
And I'll keep armed to the closed mouth grin
Using a closed-mouth grin as a defense mechanism
To keep them out and keep it in
Keeping others out and emotions in
Finds a way under my skin
Challenges finding a way to affect one emotionally
To settle in like oxygen
Entering deeply and becoming a part of one's inner self like oxygen
Takes over my nerve supply
Taking control of the nervous system
And paralyze the words that I
Resulting in a paralysis of words
Get sent into flight or fight
Triggering fight or flight response
And panic mode and I don't know why
Entering panic mode without clear understanding
I don't want to be this way
Expressing a desire not to be in this emotional state
I don't want to be at all some days
Expressing a desire not to exist on certain days
And I don't want to be alone
Not wanting to be alone
I just can't explain myself to anyone
Difficulty explaining oneself to others
I feel almost everything
Experiencing a wide range of emotions
I'm in love with the world
Feeling a connection or love for the world
And it don't love me
Not receiving reciprocal love from the world
My hearts on fire
Expressing intense emotions (heart on fire)
And everything between
Referring to everything between, possibly referring to life experiences
I'm in love with the world
Loving the world but feeling it is causing harm
And it's killing me
Feeling the negative impact of love for the world
When I die, I would like to be
Expressing a desire for a different form of existence after death
Reincarnated in a symphony
Desiring to be part of something harmonious like a symphony
Cos I don't want to feel anything
Expressing a wish to avoid feeling any emotions
I don't want a body I can't stand to breathe
Rejecting a body that is difficult to tolerate
And I can't leave without it following
Feeling unable to escape from one's own existence
So I keep my guard up and armed to the teeth
Maintaining a defensive stance, prepared for any challenges
I don't know where I'm supposed to go
Uncertain about the future and direction
But I gotta get my shit together
Recognizing the need to address personal issues
And leave right now
Expressing urgency to leave the current situation
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