Reaper
Lost in Cigarette Scent: Unraveling the Shadows of Reaper
Lyrics
You always smell like cigarettes
You consistently have the aroma of cigarettes on you.
But I'm okay with that
I accept and am fine with your smell of cigarettes.
You always talk of leaving here
You frequently express the desire to leave this place.
I know you won't do that
I'm confident that you won't actually follow through with leaving.
I never thought we'd be apart
I never anticipated a separation between us.
Not for this long
This separation is longer than I expected.
I always thought you were the one
I always believed you were the person to support me through difficulties.
To help me hold on
To be the one to help me endure challenging times.
But now you're gone
Now, however, you are no longer present.
I can't remember why we hated each other and wasted our summer
I cannot recall the reasons behind our mutual animosity and the wasted time during our summer.
I wish we had enough guts to get over before we grow older
I wish we had the courage to move on before aging further.
I can't think my head is too clouded
I am unable to think clearly; my mind is clouded.
With shit that you said thinking it was important
Your words, which you thought were significant, have overwhelmed my thoughts.
I can't see what's taking so long
I cannot understand the reason for the delay.
To give up on the past and admit that we were wrong
It's time to let go of the past and acknowledge our mistakes.
You always smelled like cigarettes
Your scent of cigarettes has always been present.
I can't stand the scent of it
I find the smell of cigarettes unbearable.
You left me here without a word
You departed without a word.
I don't know why you left
I'm uncertain about the reasons for your departure.
I never thought we'd be apart
Anticipating our separation was not part of my expectations.
Not for this long
This separation is lasting longer than I imagined.
I'm used to holding on alone
I've grown accustomed to enduring difficulties on my own.
Because you're gone
Because you are no longer with me.
I can't remember why we hated each other and wasted our summer
I cannot recall the reasons for our past conflicts and the wasted time during our summer.
I wish we had enough guts to get over before we grow older
I wish we had the courage to move on before aging further.
I can't think my head is too clouded
I am unable to think clearly; my mind is clouded.
With shit that you said thinking it was important
Your words, which you thought were significant, have overwhelmed my thoughts.
I can't see what's taking so long
I cannot understand the reason for the delay.
To give up on the past and admit that we were wrong
It's time to let go of the past and acknowledge our mistakes.
But now you're gone
Now, however, you are no longer present.
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