Lyrics
It's three in the morning but I can't sleep
Restlessness at 3 AM, unable to sleep.
I'm up thinking about that night last week
Reflecting on a past night from the previous week.
I think I'll take a shower to calm my nerves
Deciding to take a shower to ease nerves.
Kiss me in the morning, make me want to stay in bed
Yearning for affection in the morning.
But something always reminds me of that line from a book I read
Reminded of a line from a book, possibly about missed opportunities.
So lean into me, isn't it pretty to think what we could've been?
Expressing nostalgia and wondering about what could have been.
Damn I wanted heaven
Desire for an ideal, in this case, heaven.
But I just keep raising hell
Acknowledging a tendency to cause trouble or disturbance.
I wish I could say for certain but I just can't seem to tell
Uncertainty about one's actions and their consequences.
If you try to bite you might get bit
Warning about potential repercussions for aggressive behavior.
The thought of the pain is the worst of it
Fearing the emotional pain more than physical consequences.
If I have to get what I deserve I pray to God that you get yours first
Hoping others face consequences before oneself.
Holding a grudge I must admit
Admitting a fondness for holding grudges.
Is my absolute favorite sin to commit
Considering holding grudges a favored wrongdoing.
But sweet wine never came from sour grapes
Contrasting negative actions with the possibility of positive outcomes.
And I'm not sure it was an accident
Suspecting past events might not have been accidental.
But it can't hurt to learn to forgive
Recognizing the value of learning to forgive despite uncertainty.
I'm the patron saint of all mistakes
Acknowledging a history of making mistakes.
But I'm learning day by day
Expressing a commitment to personal growth over time.
Damn I wanted heaven
Reiteration of the desire for an ideal, heaven.
But I just keep raising hell
Continued acknowledgment of a tendency to cause trouble.
I wish I could say for certain but I just can't seem to tell
Repeating uncertainty about consequences.
If you try to bite you might get bit
Reiterating a warning about potential repercussions for aggression.
The thought of the pain is the worst of it
Re-emphasizing the fear of emotional pain.
If I have to get what I deserve I pray to God that you get yours first
Repeating the hope that others face consequences first.
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