Realest
Overcoming Adversity: Torrian Ball's Journey from Despair to Triumph
Lyrics
Back in 2016 I almost gave up music
Reflecting on a challenging time in 2016 when the artist considered giving up on making music.
Anxiety and depression had me bout to lose it
Expressing struggles with anxiety and depression that almost led to a breaking point.
Had thoughts of suicide but i couldn't do it
Admitting thoughts of suicide but ultimately unable to go through with it.
My daughter walked in the room and ask what i was doing
Highlighting a pivotal moment when the artist's daughter interrupted, potentially preventing a harmful action.
Used to be paralyzed you prolly never knew it
Revealing a past paralysis that may not have been widely known.
Fractured my spine had me feeling like my life was ruined
Describing a difficult period after fracturing the spine, feeling as if life was ruined.
Legs ain't moving head bleeding getting pumped with fluids
Depicting a traumatic scene with physical injuries and medical treatment.
Praise God cuz he the only one that helped me thru it
Expressing gratitude to God as the source of strength during the challenging time.
They think I'm soft cuz every song I'm pouring out my heart
Addressing the perception of being "soft" for expressing personal emotions in songs.
Like my shit ain't help you heal when it got torn apart
Defending the therapeutic value of the artist's music, suggesting it has helped others heal.
Like it ain't help you find yo way when you was feeling lost
Claiming the artist's work has guided listeners through difficult times.
Like it ain't take the strength of god to learn how to walk
Attributing the ability to overcome challenges to divine strength and guidance.
Every begged for support from ya closest friends
Describing a plea for support from close friends in times of need.
And they act like they can't even post ya shit
Expressing disappointment when friends do not show support, even on social media.
Quick to gas you up like you be going in
Commenting on people who praise but fail to actively support the artist.
But then They just keep Scrolling like you don't exist
Highlighting the indifference of some individuals who ignore the artist's struggles.
They are not your friends that is not a friend
Emphasizing the distinction between true friends and those who merely pretend to be.
Had to say the shit twice so it starts sinking in
Reiterating the importance of recognizing true friends, emphasizing the message.
They poking holes in yo ship but don't know how to swim
Metaphorically illustrating how unsupportive individuals can harm one's progress.
Better Get them players off your team that don't want you to win
Advising to remove individuals from one's life who hinder personal growth.
Jordan needed Pippen Kobe needed Shaq
Drawing parallels to famous partnerships, emphasizing the need for reliable allies.
Jay needed bigg and dame to put up all them plaques
Referencing successful collaborations in the music industry to underscore the importance of a strong support system.
Make sure the people in your corner really got your back
Encouraging trust in the loyalty of those in one's inner circle.
Never let these clowns turn you to a circus act
Warning against allowing external pressures to turn one into a spectacle.
This the realest shit I ever wrote
Declaring the authenticity and sincerity of the lyrics as the artist's truest expression.
This the realest shit I ever wrote
Reiterating the genuine nature of the artist's message.
I won't stop until they hear me
Expressing determination to continue making music until the artist's message is heard.
I won't stop until they feel me
Affirming the commitment to persist until the artist's impact is felt by the audience.
This the realest shit I ever wrote
Re-emphasizing the authenticity of the artist's message in the lyrics.
This the realest shit I ever wrote
Repeating the declaration of authenticity for emphasis.
I won't stop until they hear me
Continuing the determination to make an impact and be heard through the artist's music.
I won't stop until they feel me
Affirming the commitment to persist until the artist's message is deeply felt by the audience.
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