Star Rek't
Navigating Love through Star Rek't
Lyrics
I love you
Expressing love
But now I gotta know
Seeking understanding or confirmation
If you'd be into Star Trek
Wondering if the person likes Star Trek
You're so cool
Complimenting the person's coolness
I'm sure you'd choke it down
Assuming they would tolerate watching it
But in my dreams
Referencing dreams or fantasies
You make us watch it
Imagining watching Star Trek together
Sprawled out on my couch
Describing a relaxed setting
We don't make out
Not engaging in physical intimacy
We just fan out on Spock
Enjoying being fans of Spock
Only way I can feel
Using Star Trek as a time reference
Like it's nineteen sixty nine again
Nostalgia for a specific era
I'm not scared of how cool you seem
Admiring the person's coolness
I'm just depressed
Feeling down about oneself
By who the world let me be
Reflecting on life circumstances
Being a boy is a curse you see
Expressing challenges of being a boy
I'm so scared that this is just me
Fearing one's uniqueness
Silver little screen
Reference to the television screen
Staring right through me
Feeling unnoticed or transparent
No wonder I'm so lonely
Linking loneliness to the screen
You're so kind to me
Appreciating kindness despite weakness
But I'm just weak
Acknowledging personal vulnerability
I'm sorry I still watch it
Apologizing for continued behavior
Your unafraid kindness
Realizing one is not a monster
Makes me realize I'm no monster
Connecting kindness to self-awareness
But sometimes when I'm in you
Intense emotions during intimacy
My body feels like a dagger
Metaphorical description of discomfort
I'm not scared of how cool you seem
Reiteration of admiration and depression
I'm just depressed
Reemphasizing emotional state
By who the world let me be
Reflection on societal expectations
Being a boy is a curse you see
Repeating the challenges of being a boy
I'm so scared that this is just me
Fear of being solely oneself
I wanna tell you everything
Desire for openness and honesty
But if you saw what's in my head
Anticipating negative judgment
I know you're gonna hate me
Expecting rejection based on inner thoughts
I'm so scared that you're gonna leave me
Fear of being abandoned due to self-disclosure
I'm so scared that this is just me
Reiteration of fear and self-identity
I'm so scared (I'm so scared)
Intensifying the fear
That this is just me
Continued fear of self-identity
I'm so scared (I'm so scared)
Repeating the heightened fear
That this is just me
Reiterating fear of self-identity
I'm so scared that this is just me
-I'm so scared that this is just me
Continued fear of self-identity
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