I Don't Wanna Die
Emotional Maze: Navigating Love and Confusion in Toxic Habits' Symphony
Lyrics
Confused with my emotions
Feeling emotionally uncertain and conflicted.
Lost in a single moment
Being lost in a specific moment in time.
Feel like I don't know you
Expressing a sense of unfamiliarity with someone.
Feel like I don't know us
Feeling a disconnection within the relationship.
Lately i can't focus
Experiencing difficulty concentrating recently.
Hoping you don't notice
Hoping that the emotional turmoil is not noticeable to others.
I don't think I know it
Uncertain about understanding a situation or emotion.
Happy, sad, i'm bogus
Feeling emotionally inconsistent between happiness and sadness.
Have the lowest low
Experiencing a profound emotional low.
And the highest high
Experiencing intense emotional highs and lows.
I don't wanna die
Expressing a desire not to die.
But I don't feel alive
Feeling a lack of genuine vitality or liveliness.
Look in your eyes
Questioning the authenticity of the partner's feelings.
Are you really mine
Questioning the certainty of the relationship.
One day feel like shit
Experiencing a day filled with negative emotions.
Another night and I'm feeling fine
Feeling positive on another night despite earlier negativity.
I don't know why I'm feeling fine
Expressing confusion about the positive feelings.
Last night I cried, overthinking life
Crying due to excessive contemplation about life.
Should I draw the line
Contemplating whether to set boundaries in the relationship.
This is post-poetry
Referring to the lyrics as a form of post-poetry.
My hypocrisy is all that I can see
Awareness of personal hypocrisy as a dominant perspective.
Put it on a beat for the world to meet
Sharing personal experiences through music.
Me
Introducing oneself to the world through the music.
My head is a maze
Describing the mind as a complex and confusing maze.
Walk a day in my shoes
Inviting others to empathize by walking in one's shoes.
Maybe you can help
Seeking assistance from others due to confusion.
'Cause i don't know what to do
Expressing uncertainty about what actions to take.
I love you now
Currently feeling love for the partner.
But what if i don't
Raising doubt about the authenticity of current emotions.
Do i love someone else, fuck it i don't know
Contemplating the possibility of loving someone else.
All these questions running through my head giving me nightmares
Feeling overwhelmed by internal questions causing distress.
If i call you up will you be right there
Questioning the reliability of support from the partner.
Should i fight with you or leave this whole nightmare
Considering whether to confront or exit a challenging situation.
So confused and tired of healthcare
Expressing confusion and weariness about healthcare-related issues.
Leave me be and send me to somewhere
Desiring solitude and a space for personal reflection.
Somewhere i can put my mind together
Seeking a peaceful place to gather one's thoughts.
Find the pieces that can bring my life together
Rebuilding one's life by finding essential elements.
Build up my heart and give it to you
Committing to emotional healing for the sake of the partner.
You deserve it after all you've been trough
Recognizing and appreciating the partner's endurance.
You deserve it after walking in my shoes
Acknowledging that the partner deserves understanding.
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