Healing
Finding Redemption in Pain: Transparency's Healing Journey
Lyrics
I keep trynna work this
Expressing continuous effort to resolve a situation or issue.
I can't heal if we just surface
Unable to heal if the relationship remains superficial.
I have been trynna move on
Attempting to move forward in life.
I kept on sayin you're the one
Previously believed the person is "the one."
I don't wanna feel this no more
Desire to stop feeling the emotional pain.
No oh
Reiteration of the unwillingness to feel the pain.
I keep my eyes off your sight
Avoiding looking at the person.
I feel like I'm boutta die
Feeling extreme emotional distress.
I just can't see you anymore
Unable to bear seeing the person any longer.
Yeah
Affirmation or agreement.
Feeling they come and they go, but
Acknowledging the transient nature of feelings.
My love for you will grow and grow
Commitment to enduring love despite challenges.
If I keep seeing you
Continuing to see the person causes emotional emptiness.
I feel this void in my heart and it won't go away
Feeling a persistent void in the heart.
So I'm on my knees I pray
Turning to prayer for divine intervention.
That God can make away
Belief in God's ability to create a solution.
He is a way maker
Attributing divine qualities to God.
Miracle worker
Describing God as a miracle worker.
Promise keeper
Expressing confidence in God's promises.
Light in the darkness
Seeing God as a source of light in difficult times.
Ahhh
Exclamatory expression emphasizing God's love.
You love me so I give you it
Offering love to God in return for His love.
At the cross, I feel like this pain ain't going away,
Feeling persistent pain despite spiritual connection.
Away
Reiteration of the desire for pain to go away.
So I'm at the altar when I pray
Turning to prayer at the altar for healing.
Heal me
Direct plea for healing from God.
My bones are in my pain
Acknowledging physical and emotional pain.
And my heart really hurts right now
Expressing deep emotional hurt.
I pray that she can move on and heal herself too
Wishing for the other person's healing and well-being.
I wish her the best though
Offering best wishes despite personal emotional turmoil.
Even though my head is a mess yo
Admitting internal emotional struggle.
I love her
Affirmation of love for the person.
But I love God more
Prioritizing love for God over romantic love.
And I want it want it back, but I know that ain't right
Desire to reclaim what was lost, though recognizing it's not right.
So I go deeper in your hand in your love
Deepening spiritual connection and surrendering.
And I give you all my heart tonight
Offering all of one's heart to God.
As I'm falling deeper in love with you
Expressing a growing love for God.
As I'm falling deeper in love with you
Repetition of falling deeper in love with God.
I give you all my pain, my hurt , my shame, my hate, the blame I feel tonight
Surrendering pain, hurt, shame, hate, and blame to God.
I know you are for me
Confidence in God's support and favor.
So who can be against me
Asserting divine protection against opposition.
Just don't leave me all alone tonight
Expressing a plea not to be left alone.
I feel like my tears will make this right
Belief that tears can bring about resolution.
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