Lyrics
I drink myself to sleep again and fall into oblivion
Engaging in self-destructive behavior, drinking excessively until unconsciousness.
Thinking of what could and never will be
Reflecting on unrealized possibilities and outcomes that will never come to fruition.
I wake up to abandonment cold sweat and so desperate
Waking up feeling deserted, anxious, and in a state of extreme need.
To keep my worried thoughts that turn against me
Struggling to control distressing thoughts that are turning against oneself.
Let me paint a lonely picture of a place we used to go
Describing a solitary scene from the past where both used to visit.
You could tell a story of a pretty face you used to know
Reflecting on reminiscing about a beautiful person from the past.
I could sleep for days and weeks on end
Expressing a desire to escape reality by sleeping excessively.
And dream of things we can still can pretend
Imagining and indulging in scenarios that are no longer possible.
She blushes the blue away
Metaphorically describing someone's reaction, possibly blushing away sadness or pain.
The blood stays on the blade
Symbolizing the enduring consequences of an action, possibly a reference to self-harm.
I don't wanna waste no more time
Expressing a reluctance to waste any more time.
I've lost too much shit and my mind
Feeling like significant losses have occurred, affecting mental stability.
A subtle acquiescence to abandoned hope and consequences
Accepting and surrendering to the abandonment of hope and the resulting repercussions.
Leaving all the rest behind to gather dust on mended fences
Choosing to leave behind unresolved issues and allowing them to fade into insignificance.
Wish you could've been the one to keep instead of run
Wishing the person being addressed had stayed instead of leaving.
You took all that's left to seize and made our way to make believe
Indicating that the person took everything meaningful and created an imaginary world.
You say just how hard you've had it
Sarcastically dismissing someone else's difficulties.
Oh please tell me all about it
Mockingly inviting the person to share their troubles for amusement.
I could use a good laugh
Expressing a need for laughter and a release from the seriousness of situations.
Spin that stupid shitbag song and let that fucking needle fall
Rejecting sentimentality and suggesting playing a song to distract from reality.
We knew it couldn't last
Acknowledging the inevitable end of a situation or relationship.
Home is where the hell is you said
Defining home as a place of torment or discomfort.
I feel warm all over again
Feeling comfort or familiarity despite the unpleasantness.
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