January
Navigating Love's Battlefield: Trip Kissing's January Revelations
Lyrics
I don't really know how to take it from here
I am uncertain about how to proceed from this point.
Cause it seems we've ended up in my greatest fear
We have encountered my greatest fear in our relationship.
Oh yeah
An expression of acknowledgment or agreement.
We're still playing daily games but the difference this time is we're
We are still engaging in daily activities, but the dynamics have changed.
Playing on sides but you're not on mine anymore
We are on opposite sides now; you are no longer on my side.
I don't know how we made it this far
I am surprised at how we managed to reach this point.
Without tearing each other the fuck apart
We have avoided severe conflicts until now.
I didn't think this would blow up in our faces
I didn't anticipate this situation exploding in our faces.
But I never really thought about my place
I never considered my role or position in this relationship.
When it's not next to you
My place is not beside you anymore.
Yeah I'm not next to you
I am not physically close to you.
Anymore
I am no longer by your side.
I've been staying up late trying to reread the lines
I've been staying awake, revisiting our past conversations.
Wonder what I could have missed between the warning signs
I wonder if I overlooked important signs and warnings.
Crazy what you do for the people you love
It's surprising what one does for the people they love, even enduring mistreatment.
Let em treat you like shit when push comes to shove
Allowing oneself to be mistreated when faced with difficulties.
I try to say I'm not scared of change but if that were true
I claim not to fear change, but my actions suggest otherwise.
I wouldn't have stayed
I stayed despite claiming not to fear change.
Cause you could have killed me
Emphasizing the depth of devotion, even if it means harm.
It would have been fine
Accepting potential harm because being with you is essential.
Cause honey I just got to be by your side
Expressing a strong desire to be by your side.
I knew things were heading south
I sensed that things were deteriorating in our relationship.
But god damn we're far
Despite the distance, the situation has escalated significantly.
Now you're watching me drive the getaway car
You are witnessing me fleeing the situation.
Willfully blind and you're just in time to watch the start of the show
Choosing to ignore reality while witnessing the beginning of a significant event.
Willfully blind could you be any more ill timed
Ignoring the truth at an inconvenient time.
Yeah, how am I gonna get home
Expressing uncertainty about how to return home.
Willfully blind and might I remind you said you'd never leave me alone
Ignoring the truth while being reminded of the commitment not to leave me alone.
I don't know how we made it this far
Reflecting on how we managed to navigate our relationship without severe conflicts.
Without tearing each other the fuck apart
We have reached a point where conflicts may arise.
I didn't think this would blow up in our faces
Unexpected consequences are surfacing in our relationship.
But I never really thought about my place
I never considered my role or position in this relationship.
Willfully blind and I'm just in time yeah
Ignoring the truth and arriving at a crucial moment.
I'm just in time
I have arrived just in time for a significant event.
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