Lyrics
Deep down I know you hate me but can't find the way to break it off
There's an awareness of dislike from you towards me, but severing ties seems impossible.
Always unsure what the future has in store for us
Constant uncertainty about what lies ahead for our relationship.
Good memories blurred by the bad times that have tortured us
Positive past moments are overshadowed by painful experiences that haunt us.
Deep down I know you hate me but can't find the way to break it off
Recognizing the underlying feeling of your dislike but unable to end things.
Always unsure what the future has in store for us
Continued uncertainty about the future trajectory of our relationship.
Good memories blurred reminiscing on the happy us
Fond memories are clouded by remembering how happy we used to be.
Told you I would drop it all to be by your side
Promising to sacrifice everything to stay beside you.
It's okay to speak on the feelings you are holding inside
Encouraging open expression of the emotions you keep within.
I long to be your council yet you choose to just hide
Desiring to be your confidant despite your tendency to hide feelings.
I wish I had a dollar for each time that I've cried I'd be rich
Wishing for wealth gained from tears shed due to pain caused by infidelity.
With another bitch
Thinking about being unfaithful to cope with the pain.
Crash into a ditch
Metaphorically feeling wrecked and lost.
Dope fiend with an itch
Feeling a strong craving or desire, possibly for something destructive.
Fuck that!
Rejecting those negative thoughts and feelings.
The room that I'm in is now spinning
Experiencing a disorienting sensation in the current environment.
I guess I can't win in this system
Feeling trapped within a system where success seems unattainable.
It's rigged to elate cause the
Believing that the system is designed to create false happiness.
Burdens we face on the regular
Struggling with burdens that recur regularly in life.
Part of the schedule yeah
These burdens are accepted as a routine part of life.
That's without a debate
Asserting that this acceptance is not up for debate.
The problem is never me
Claiming innocence in the issues, attributing blame externally.
Always quick to appoint the blame
Quickly assigning fault to others rather than introspection.
The more days pass by I'm going crazy
Feeling a gradual decline into mental distress as time passes.
More and more each day I grow ashamed
Increasing shame and self-blame each passing day.
Deep down I know you hate me but can't find the way to break it off
Reiterating the realization of your dislike yet unable to end the relationship.
Always unsure what the future has in store for us
Continued uncertainty about what the future holds for both of us.
Good memories blurred reminiscing on the happy us
Reflecting on happier times while those memories remain blurry.
Deep down I know you hate me but can't find the way to break it off
Recognizing the underlying dislike, struggling to sever ties.
Always unsure what the future has in store for us
Perpetual uncertainty about our future together.
Good memories blurred by the bad times that have tortured us
Positive memories overshadowed by the painful times tormenting us.
Deep down I know you hate me but can't find the way to break it off
Acknowledging the dislike, yet unable to find a way to end things.
Always unsure what the future has in store for us
Continuous uncertainty about the future prospects of the relationship.
Good memories blurred reminiscing on the happy us
Memories of happier times are clouded and unclear in recollection.
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