Lyrics
I'm tired of living life
I feel weary of my current existence
For the momentary highs
Living for short-lived moments of happiness
but it's hard to realize
Struggling to understand or accept
What the hell am I doing
Questioning my actions and choices
Yeah I try to justify
Attempting to rationalize
All the times you said goodbye
Recalling instances of parting
Tell myself I'll be alright,
Telling myself I'll be fine
but I'm scared to be lonely
Feeling afraid of being alone
Would you please let me down slowly
Pleading for a gentle rejection
Don't go breaking my heart
Asking not to shatter my heart
If it's one way this is going
If this relationship is one-sided
Please don't break it too hard
Pleading for a less harsh ending
Cuz if I'm not the one,
If I'm not the chosen one
Not the one that you want
Not the preferred partner for you
Will you let me move on?
Requesting permission to move forward
If it's all said and done,
If the relationship is concluded
If you've run out of love
If your love has diminished
There's no need to hold on
No need to prolong the attachment
Cuz if I'm not the one,
If I'm not the chosen one
Not the one
Not the preferred partner for you
It's the same thing every night
Experiencing a repetitive cycle
Keep pretending that I'm fine
Pretending everything is okay
I don't want to realize
Unwilling to acknowledge
What the hell I am doing
Questioning my actions and choices
Have a love for city lights
Having an affinity for city lights
And the darkness that they hide
Embracing the obscurity they conceal
Makes me feel like I'm alive
Feeling alive amidst darkness
Cause I'm scared to be lonely
Fearful of being alone
Would you please let me down slowly
Pleading for a gradual emotional descent
Don't go breaking my heart
Asking not to cause heartbreak
If it's one way this is going
If this relationship is one-sided
Please don't break it too hard
Pleading for a less harsh ending
Cuz if I'm not the one,
If I'm not the chosen one
Not the one that you want
Not the preferred partner for you
Will you let me move on?
Requesting permission to move forward
If it's all said and done,
If the relationship is concluded
If you've run out of love
If your love has diminished
There's no need to hold on
No need to prolong the attachment
Cuz if I'm not the one,
If I'm not the chosen one
Not the one
Not the preferred partner for you
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