Lyrics
I'm starting to wonder if I can really do this
I'm questioning my ability to handle a situation or task
While I'm piecing out my options
Considering and evaluating my available choices
And fixated on losing
Focused on the fear of failure or defeat
Echoed round my mind
Thoughts are repeatedly resounding in my head
I can't get the satisfaction
Unable to find fulfillment or contentment
'Til I'm pulling at my brain cells
Struggling intensely until it affects my mental well-being
And chasing a reaction
Pursuing a response or emotional reaction
You burn right through me like I showed you
Your presence deeply affects and penetrates through me
Carving out every dark side I find, I'm terrified
Eliminating every hidden negative aspect I possess, causing fear
But how can I start to even show you?
Expressing difficulty in revealing the true self
Carving out every dark side I find
Continuing to expose and confront inner darkness
I'm terrified I might be right
Fearful of being correct in my apprehensions
While I'm still alive
Reflecting on existence while still being alive
You've always been so addicted
Noting a persistent inclination towards conflict
To making things conflict
Being addicted to creating discord or tension
And I'm always two different people
Feeling like two conflicting personalities
That can't settle in
Unable to find a sense of stability or resolution
Racing round my mind but it's always you I find
Constantly thinking, but thoughts lead back to you
And I know, I will never win
Acknowledging the likelihood of never succeeding
You burn right through me like I showed you
Your impact continues to cut through me deeply
Carving out every dark side I find
Persistently revealing and addressing my inner flaws
I'm terrified
Experiencing fear and apprehension
But how can I start to even show you?
Struggling to express the true extent of my struggles
Carving out every dark side I find
Continuing the process of confronting inner darkness
I'm terrified I might be right
Fearing the possibility of being correct in my fears
While i'm still alive
Expressing apprehension while still being alive
Bury me like an avalanche
Desiring to be overwhelmed or consumed like an avalanche
Bury me like an avalanche
Repetition of the desire to be buried like an avalanche
Bury me like an avalanche
-Bury me like an avalanche
-Bury me like an avalanche
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