Long Road Home

Expressing that home is typically where the heart is, but love is absent, creating a sense of emptiness.

Despite the absence of love, there's a hope for something that can fill the emptiness and save the individual.

Attempts to find salvation have been unsuccessful, and reliance on medication is growing.

An expression of being stuck or paralyzed in a difficult situation.

Repeated assertion of the inability to return home.

I can't go home

I can't go home

I can't go home

Feeling unwanted and struggling with problems, seeking love and grappling with inner chaos.

Problems they keep on comin' regardless of makin' money

Hopin' someone above me could show them how they should love me

Inside of me's a republic of madness then I'm just stuck in recovery

Describing the impact of past issues resurfacing and the difficulty of escaping them.

That every bit of my magic is taking seats in the back

It only comes up when I finally get my hands on a bat,

It's like the whole world welcomes me back

It's like every problem I ever had is back from the track

Reflecting on the consequences of facing reality and the aftermath.

Dilemma between living to get high or struggling to be sober, with neither bringing solace.

Being in detox, expressing a desire to go home once out of the challenging situation.

But if I ever get myself up out of this fuckin' hole

This is the only thing I wanted y'all to know, and it goes

Feeling lost and alone, yearning to be taken home, with a recognition of shared experiences.

I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on

And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do

And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song

Questioning the level of achievement and the impact of life's challenges, seeking an antidote for feeling fed up.

is stuck somewhere between right here and all this stupid bullshit?

You work so hard but it seem just like nothin' matters though,

This life you make em' feel sick and fed up is there an antidote?

To feel better be confident to be okay with the things I cannot change

But that's positive and I'm the opposite

Describing a sense of falling into a bottomless pit, with struggles reflected in sleepless nights and tears.

My feelings are all around me so many sleepless nights,

So many tears enough to drown me

Instead you learn to sleep grab a pillow and work

Sleep and be like a burnable fall when you can simply ride don't quit it

Contemplating the journey, uncertainty of returning home, and the realization that home is wherever loved ones are.

Will I return to you to see you smile and possibly hear you laugh?

Or will I venture further, more distance 'tween me and home

As long as you know I'm out there that you're never truly alone

And on my endless journey floating beyond the stars

Learning life is not eternal but home is wherever you are

Repetition of the theme of feeling lost and alone, echoing the desire to be taken home.

I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on

And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do

And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song

Feelin' lost in a room and so alone, there's no changin' me so take me home

I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on

And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do

And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song, take me home

Reiterating the initial idea that home is where the heart is, but love is absent, leaving an emptiness.

I still feel this emptiness in me, will there be something that can save me?