Lyrics
Let me die, let me die
Expresses a desire to end life or intense suffering.
Cannot take, the pain inside
Feeling overwhelmed by emotional distress or agony.
Demons stuck, they undermine
Internal struggles represented by persistent negative influences.
Without luck, gave it the ride
Despite effort, experiencing a lack of fortune or success.
You'll hold another man now
Acknowledging the involvement of another person romantically.
And I'll do what I can now
Committing to doing what's possible in the circumstances.
When the fragments ran down
When everything fell apart or shattered.
I fell to the background
Feeling pushed into the background or overshadowed.
Strings of my heart are tearing apart
Experiencing emotional pain leading to a breakdown.
Darkness in part is wrecking my art
Feeling that darkness is negatively impacting artistic expression or creativity.
Please let me breathe, you lie and deceive
Begging for freedom from lies and deception.
I hate being me, I wish we were we
Expressing dissatisfaction with oneself, wishing for a shared identity.
Fucked it up, I fucked it up
Admitting to making a significant mistake or failure.
Never knew that you were enough
Realizing the value of the person after it's too late.
Said tough luck, she said tough luck
Encountering rejection or dismissal after expressing regrets.
I missed my shot, she hit rebuff
Missing an opportunity while facing rejection.
Let me die, let me die
Repetition of desire to end suffering or life.
Cannot take, the pain inside
Reiteration of intense emotional pain or distress.
Demons stuck, they undermine
Continued struggle with inner demons that undermine.
Without luck, gave it the ride
Despite effort, encountering a lack of success or luck.
I went and fucked it up again I
Admitting repeated mistakes and failures.
Swear it's all I do these days
Expressing a perception of constant failure in recent times.
I know that I won't make it through to
Doubting the possibility of reaching someone until resolving personal issues.
You until my dues are paid so
Feeling unworthy of reaching or being with someone until certain obligations are fulfilled.
I'm on my way out i wouldn't wait up
Not expecting to return home soon, choosing to remain away.
I'm just gonna stay out
Opting to remain in a state of disconnection or emotional distance.
This shit's so played out
Expressing frustration over a situation that has become tiresome.
You said
Referring to a previous conversation or statement.
I was everything you needed in your life
Recognition of one's importance in another person's life previously.
Now you can barely stand to
Observing a significant change in how someone stands by or supports.
Stand by my side now
Not receiving the expected support or solidarity.
Our friends are in the parking lot trying
Friends engaging in a conflict or argument outside.
To fucking fight it all out now
Describing an ongoing chaotic situation.
I got 20 bucks on Jason
Placing a bet on a person named Jason during a tense situation.
Is this love or some hallucination?
Questioning if what's felt is genuine love or a distorted perception.
I'm so impatient
Expressing impatience with the current situation.
And these you tell are so blatant
Referring to the obvious lies being told.
You fucking keep me waiting
Expressing frustration over being kept waiting for something.
Keep me waiting, keep me waiting
Continuing to experience the feeling of waiting in a difficult situation.
On the floor I just can't take it
Feeling overwhelmed or unable to cope.
Keep me waiting, keep me waiting
Reiteration of the feeling of being made to wait for something.
One day I know I'll learn to fake it
Expectation of learning to mask or hide feelings.
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