Lyrics
Tell me how In the world I'm supposed to be happy
Tyesha expresses a struggle to find happiness in her current situation.
when I can't snap outta reality
She feels unable to escape the harshness of reality.
Clear as day, as eyes can see
Things are clear and evident in her life.
I'm holding up the sides of me
Tyesha is holding onto different aspects of herself.
Filled to the brim with hopes and dreams
Her inner self is filled with aspirations and ambitions.
But I don't know the land that I'm dreampt in
Uncertainty surrounds the dreams she envisions.
Y'all wanna size me up
Others judge and evaluate her.
Take my shoes
Tyesha describes societal expectations and pressure to conform.
Take my clothes
-Give me roles
-Do a pose
-Put on a show
-And never stop though
-How I'm supposed to pop though
She questions how to achieve success and give credit to her mother.
Give my momma props though
-Angels steady rising, and I'm lying if I said I never,
Tyesha reflects on selfishness and the pursuit of power in her dreams.
Felt too selfish, all my dreams got wealth in it
-And I'm steady seeking power, like a tyrant ain't no stealth in it
-Aye she can make a rhyme, and oh that's cool but how that help shit
Acknowledges her ability to rhyme but questions its practical impact.
Let's be frank, my bank account on zero
Financial struggles are evident; her bank account is empty.
I've been blessed with good style, kind eyes
Despite positive qualities, she denies being a hero.
I ain't a hero,
-And I been coping too, drinking wine, and smoking blue,
Describes coping mechanisms through wine, smoking, and distractions.
Held up on couch, Netflix out, drowning out the news
-Oh captain, my captain
Imagery of a ship, captain, and challenges; Tyesha feels unqualified.
Lead me out of here
-There's some snakes up on the docs
-And some pirates at the rear
-He said you take the wheel
-Ima need you to steer
-Ok I don't know how to drive
Expresses uncertainty and feeling unprepared for the responsibility.
And I barely use my license
-You gone put me in charge of lives
-Like I anticipated this challenge
-Cause I didn't
Recognizes that challenges are unexpected but still faced.
But you did
-And you took the ship and we're drowning
Describes a dire situation with consequences affecting others.
Now half the crew is dead
-And you don't even know their damn family
Highlights the lack of connection and understanding with those affected.
You don't even know their damn family
-What do I do
Tyesha feels trapped and questions her options.
Who do I talk to
-I don't know water
-I'm gonna drown too
-And I can't just get up outta here
-No I can't just get up outta here
-Pack my bags
References the challenge of leaving when others have sacrificed for her.
Up and leave
-When the checks starts clearing
-Cause they fought for me
-Bloody hands, yeah they died for me
Recognition of sacrifices made for her, creating internal conflict.
Yeah they died for me
-For you, for you, for you
Expresses a sense of loneliness but acknowledges a supportive presence.
For you, for you, for you
-I walk alone
Tyesha emphasizes her individual journey.
But I know who's casting my shadow
She acknowledges the influence of others in shaping her identity.
Daydreamers light and hope
References positive influences, possibly mentors or inspirations.
Who made a better path for
Recognition of those who paved the way for others facing challenges.
The little girls who's getting bullied for their Afros
Addresses the struggles faced by individuals with specific appearances.
I'm speaking loud and hoping you're hearing my pleas
Tyesha seeks guidance and strength beyond superficial actions.
Please grant your wisdom so I'll go beyond the chants and
-Grant me your strength, so I won't ever break my stance
-Grant me your love, so that I know you're in attendance
Expresses a desire for love, forgiveness, and spiritual support in difficult times.
And if I ever fall I please grant me forgiveness
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