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I've been thinking about it for years now
I've been contemplating this for an extended period.
I'm glad that you left
I am happy that you departed.
Not because of you not being here anymore, but because the abandonment that you gave me taught me a lot about life
The joy in your leaving is not because of your absence, but because the abandonment you subjected me to taught valuable life lessons.
You just wanted me to get better, but you didn't want to be a part of that recovery
You wanted me to improve, but you were not willing to be a part of my recovery.
That's what true abandonment is
This is the essence of true abandonment.
But to be honest I'm glad that you left
Honestly, I am glad that you left.
Your message to me read
Your message to me said...
"Hey Tyler. I know it's been a long time and I'm sorry. Leaving you at your lowest wasn't my intention at all. Maybe I was a little too harsh. Let me know if you wanna chat."
"Hey Tyler. Apologies for the long absence. Leaving you at your lowest wasn't intentional. Maybe I was too harsh. Let's chat if you want."
I said 4 words in my response
In my response, I said only four words:
"You don't deserve me"
"You don't deserve me."
To be honest I'm glad that you left
Reiterating, I am glad that you left.
Everything that I did was for you now I'm reading the word for a better effect
Everything I did was for you; now I'm reevaluating my actions for a more positive impact.
I thank god for the hell that he gave me you dropping me after my second arrest
I appreciate the challenges God put me through, including your abandonment after my second arrest.
Now I'm back and I'm harder than ever I ain't even getting a second of rest
Now I'm back and stronger than ever, with minimal rest.
I was lost and got found, you was the opposite I said there's levels to this
I was lost and found, recognizing there are different levels to life.
I was stuck in a box and I told myself Tyler I know that you better than this
I was confined but convinced myself that I am better than my circumstances.
Then my friend he said Tyler, started to preach me the word and the reverend it's
My friend preached to me, and it's surprising how I overcame my troubles unprepared.
Kinda crazy I made it how I was in trouble yeah I wasn't ready for this
Reflecting on my journey, it's crazy how I made it through challenges.
Now I came up on top of the mountain, said that I'm all up on Everest yeah
Now, I'm on top of the mountain, comparing my achievements to conquering Everest.
I'm on top of the mountain, got all this water on me like a fountain
Metaphorically, I'm on top of the mountain, exuding success like a fountain.
All of my life I been doubted, now that my god in my life GPS is rerouting
I've faced doubts all my life, but now with God in my life, my GPS is rerouting my path.
Balling out harder, I think that this is my season
Balling out harder, feeling that this is my season of success.
I think that Cosby done gave everybody a pill cuz I know all these people be sleeping
There's a cultural reference to Bill Cosby, suggesting people are unaware or indifferent due to a metaphorical "pill," and many are oblivious (sleeping).
Had to delete em
I had to remove certain individuals from my life.
All in my system, ballin like 33 talking bout Pippen
My system is clean now, performing exceptionally like basketball player Scottie Pippen (wearing jersey 33).
I was addicted, guess that I'm teaching about it cuz everybody finna listen
I was addicted, and now I'm sharing my experiences as a lesson for everyone to listen.
All in my business, don't speak on my name
My personal matters are private; don't involve my name.
Now all these people they praising his name
Now, people praise me, and some assume I'm doing it for fame, but it's through God's mercy and grace.
They said I'm doing it just for the fame, my god gave me mercy I'm giving y'all Grace, uh
Addressing the perception that my success is for fame, emphasizing it's by God's grace.
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