Forever Is A Dirty Word
Betrayed Bonds: Unraveling the Deception in 'Forever Is A Dirty Word'
Lyrics
I'm sitting on the pavement outside your apartment
I find myself sitting on the pavement outside your apartment.
I'm looking at your window and I wonder where your heart is
I gaze at your window, contemplating the whereabouts of your emotions.
I wonder what I did to make you hate me so much
I ponder about what actions I took to evoke such strong animosity from you.
You couldn't look me in the face
You avoided direct eye contact with me.
The images just dance around me
Mental images surround me, possibly reflecting memories or emotions.
Grappling with the truth inside me
I grapple with the truth that resides within me.
And I stumble all over my, my insecurities
I struggle with my insecurities, causing me to stumble in my thoughts.
And I wonder were you ever real?
I question the authenticity of our past connection.
You told me it was meant to be
You assured me it was destined to be.
But now you're just my enemy
Now, however, you've become my adversary.
I used to call you family
Once, I considered you a part of my family.
Forever is a dirty word
Forever is now perceived as a tainted or negative concept.
You told me it was you and me
You insisted it was about us.
But now you're just my enemy
Yet, presently, you're just someone I oppose.
I used to call you family
What was once familial has changed.
Forever, forever, forever is a dirty word
Repeated emphasis that 'forever' has taken on a negative connotation.
I had no more gravity
I feel weightless, as if gravity has left me.
After you left me
This sense intensifies after your departure.
But first you love-bombed me
You showered me with affection before causing emotional distress.
It feels like my soul is leaving my body
A metaphorical description of profound emotional pain.
While I'm still alive
Despite being alive, I feel a detachment of my soul.
Memories just dance around me
Memories persistently occupy my thoughts.
Grappling with the hurt inside me
I grapple with the pain lodged within me.
And I stumble all over my, my insecurities
Similar to before, I navigate through my insecurities, causing stumbling.
And I wonder were you ever real?
I question the genuineness of past connections once again.
You told me it was meant to be
Reiteration of the belief that our connection was fated.
But now you're just my enemy
However, you've transformed into an adversary.
I used to call you family (I used to call you family)
Previously, you were considered part of my family.
Forever is a dirty word
Once again, 'forever' is depicted as a negative concept.
You told me it was you and me
You communicated that it was about us.
But now you're just my enemy
Now, you've become someone I oppose.
I used to call you family
Former familial connections have evolved negatively.
Forever, forever, forever is a dirty word
Repetition of the notion that 'forever' holds a negative connotation.
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